Monday, April 29, 2013

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Hello guys! How are you?

I am so sorry that I do not post anything for over a year.

Hmm.. It's just because of my laziness and out of the word.

I do not know what to post seriously. ><


So, how am I doing?

Well, I am having a disgusting boring holiday currently!

I going to get crazy! LOL.

I have no idea, why do I start to blog again.

Where do I get the motivation?

Well, that is a serious question! haha :p

That's all for today.


学会承受痛苦自己调整心态。
有些话,适合烂在心里,
有些痛苦,适合无声无息的忘记。
当经历过,你成长了,自己知道就好。
很多改变,不需要你自己说,别人会看得到。
 

Thursday, June 7, 2012

感触

wow! never update my blog for around 3 months. @@

what i did in these few months ?

two words to describe, which are ----> ENJOY & DECADENT !

~ LOL ~ seriously ? indeed.. ><

well, I JUST goyang kaki in the house everyday, and went everywhere.

Cameron Highlands, Genting Highland, Singapore, Penang, Ipoh and else. xD

sounds cool and fun isn't? seriously it is,

because I went with a badge of sun you(损友). haha ;)

alright, have been spent this kind of life for 6 months.

and I am gonna leave this town. how sad ? :(

I will miss a lot of thing, first of all will be my family and sun you ! ;(

how can I going to survive without them? (i know oxygen is most important) :S

hey chai ! you will survive ! don't be mommy boy anymore.

you should grow up ! it's time !

hmm...

that's all for today, because suddenly I have no idea what to write. ><

have a good night everyone.

will update soon ! x)

Sunday, February 12, 2012

R.I.P Whitney Houston


LOS ANGELES (AP) — Whitney Houston, who ruled as pop music's queen until her majestic voice and regal image were ravaged by drug use, erratic behavior and a tumultuous marriage to singer Bobby Brown, has died. She was 48. Houston's publicist, Kristen Foster, said Saturday that the singer had died, but the cause and the location of her death were unknown. News of Houston's death came on the eve of music's biggest night — the Grammy Awards. It's a showcase where she once reigned, and her death was sure to case a heavy pall on Sunday's ceremony. Houston's longtime mentor Clive Davis was to hold his annual concert and dinner Saturday; it was unclear if it was going to go forward.

"I am absolutely heartbroken at the news of Whitney's passing," music producer Quincy Jones said in a written statement. "I always regretted not having had the opportunity to work with her. She was a true original and a talent beyond compare. I will miss her terribly."

At her peak, Houston the golden girl of the music industry. From the middle 1980s to the late 1990s, she was one of the world's best-selling artists. She wowed audiences with effortless, powerful, and peerless vocals that were rooted in the black church but made palatable to the masses with a pop sheen.

Her success carried her beyond music to movies, where she starred in hits like "The Bodyguard" and "Waiting to Exhale."

She had the he perfect voice, and the perfect image: a gorgeous singer who had sex appeal but was never overtly sexual, who maintained perfect poise.

She influenced a generation of younger singers, from Christina Aguilera to Mariah Carey, who when she first came out sounded so much like Houston that many thought it was Houston.

But by the end of her career, Houston became a stunning cautionary tale of the toll of drug use. Her album sales plummeted and the hits stopped coming; her once serene image was shattered by a wild demeanor and bizarre public appearances. She confessed to abusing cocaine, marijuana and pills, and her once pristine voice became raspy and hoarse, unable to hit the high notes as she had during her prime.

"The biggest devil is me. I'm either my best friend or my worst enemy," Houston told ABC's Diane Sawyer in an infamous 2002 interview with then-husband Brown by her side.

It was a tragic fall for a superstar who was one of the top-selling artists in pop music history, with more than 55 million records sold in the United States alone.

She seemed to be born into greatness. She was the daughter of gospel singer Cissy Houston, the cousin of 1960s pop diva Dionne Warwick and the goddaughter of Aretha Franklin.

Houston first started singing in the church as a child. In her teens, she sang backup for Chaka Khan, Jermaine Jackson and others, in addition to modeling. It was around that time when music mogul Clive Davis first heard Houston perform.

"The time that I first saw her singing in her mother's act in a club ... it was such a stunning impact," Davis told "Good Morning America."

"To hear this young girl breathe such fire into this song. I mean, it really sent the proverbial tingles up my spine," he added.

Before long, the rest of the country would feel it, too. Houston made her album debut in 1985 with "Whitney Houston," which sold millions and spawned hit after hit. "Saving All My Love for You" brought her her first Grammy, for best female pop vocal. "How Will I Know," ''You Give Good Love" and "The Greatest Love of All" also became hit singles.

Another multiplatinum album, "Whitney," came out in 1987 and included hits like "Where Do Broken Hearts Go" and "I Wanna Dance With Somebody."

The New York Times wrote that Houston "possesses one of her generation's most powerful gospel-trained voices, but she eschews many of the churchier mannerisms of her forerunners. She uses ornamental gospel phrasing only sparingly, and instead of projecting an earthy, tearful vulnerability, communicates cool self-assurance and strength, building pop ballads to majestic, sustained peaks of intensity."

Her decision not to follow the more soulful inflections of singers like Franklin drew criticism by some who saw her as playing down her black roots to go pop and reach white audiences. The criticism would become a constant refrain through much of her career. She was even booed during the "Soul Train Awards" in 1989.

"Sometimes it gets down to that, you know?" she told Katie Couric in 1996. "You're not black enough for them. I don't know. You're not R&B enough. You're very pop. The white audience has taken you away from them."

Some saw her 1992 marriage to former New Edition member and soul crooner Bobby Brown as an attempt to refute those critics. It seemed to be an odd union; she was seen as pop's pure princess while he had a bad-boy image, and already had children of his own. (The couple had a daughter, Bobbi Kristina, in 1993.) Over the years, he would be arrested several times, on charges ranging from DUI to failure to pay child support.

But Houston said their true personalities were not as far apart as people may have believed.

"When you love, you love. I mean, do you stop loving somebody because you have different images? You know, Bobby and I basically come from the same place," she told Rolling Stone in 1993. "You see somebody, and you deal with their image, that's their image. It's part of them, it's not the whole picture. I am not always in a sequined gown. I am nobody's angel. I can get down and dirty. I can get raunchy."

It would take several years, however, for the public to see that side of Houston. Her moving 1991 rendition of "The Star Spangled Banner" at the Super Bowl, amid the first Gulf War, set a new standard and once again reaffirmed her as America's sweetheart.

In 1992, she became a star in the acting world with "The Bodyguard." Despite mixed reviews, the story of a singer (Houston) guarded by a former Secret Service agent (Kevin Costner) was an international success.

It also gave her perhaps her most memorable hit: a searing, stunning rendition of Dolly Parton's "I Will Always Love You," which sat atop the charts for weeks. It was Grammy's record of the year and best female pop vocal, and the "Bodyguard" soundtrack was named album of the year.

She returned to the big screen in 1995-96 with "Waiting to Exhale" and "The Preacher's Wife." Both spawned soundtrack albums, and another hit studio album, "My Love Is Your Love," in 1998, brought her a Grammy for best female R&B vocal for the cut "It's Not Right But It's Okay."

But during these career and personal highs, Houston was using drugs. In an interview with Oprah Winfrey in 2010, she said by the time "The Preacher's Wife" was released, "(doing drugs) was an everyday thing. ... I would do my work, but after I did my work, for a whole year or two, it was every day. ... I wasn't happy by that point in time. I was losing myself."

In the interview, Houston blamed her rocky marriage to Brown, which included a charge of domestic abuse against Brown in 1993. They divorced in 2007.

Houston would go to rehab twice before she would declare herself drug-free to Winfrey in 2010. But in the interim, there were missed concert dates, a stop at an airport due to drugs, and public meltdowns.

She was so startlingly thin during a 2001 Michael Jackson tribute concert that rumors spread she had died the next day. Her crude behavior and jittery appearance on Brown's reality show, "Being Bobby Brown," was an example of her sad decline. Her Sawyer interview, where she declared "crack is whack," was often parodied. She dropped out of the spotlight for a few years.

Houston staged what seemed to be a successful comeback with the 2009 album "I Look To You." The album debuted on the top of the charts, and would eventually go platinum.

Things soon fell apart. A concert to promote the album on "Good Morning America" went awry as Houston's voice sounded ragged and off-key. She blamed an interview with Winfrey for straining her voice.

A world tour launched overseas, however, only confirmed suspicions that Houston had lost her treasured gift, as she failed to hit notes and left many fans unimpressed; some walked out. Canceled concert dates raised speculation that she may have been abusing drugs, but she denied those claims and said she was in great shape, blaming illness for cancellations.


rest in peace, Whitney.
i will always love you

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Good Friend VS True Friend


A good friend will tell you what you want to hear.
A true friend will always tell the truth.

A good friend seeks to talk with you about your problems.
A true friend seeks to help you with your problems.

A good friend will be there for you all through school.
A true friend will be there till the day you die.

A good friend will bail you out of prison.
A true friend will be sitting next to you saying
“damn that was fun!”.

A good friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.
A true friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.

A good friend hates it when you call after they’ve gone to bed.
A true friend asks you why you took so long to call.

A good friend wonders about your romantic history.
A true friend could blackmail you with it.

A good friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.
A true friend calls you after you had a fight.

A good friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A true friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.

A good friend has never seen you cry.
A true friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.

A good friend doesn’t know your parents’ first names.
A true friend has their phone numbers in his address book.

A good friend expects you to always be there for them.
A true friend expects to always be there for you.

A good friend is someone you enjoy hanging out with.
A true friend is someone you need.

Saturday, January 7, 2012

Sharing Our Moment

Every year is made up of

an infinite number of special moments.

Moments where we stop to appreciate

the sights, smells, tastes, sounds and textures

that make up our daily lives.

Take time to share these moments

with the people who mean

the most to you. =)

Just share the moment which you appreciate the most.

We do not remember the days,

we remember the moment. ;)

Monday, January 2, 2012

Happy New Year~!!

I had a blast in new year!

First day of the year, started off with some firework!

wow! how nice?

The most awesome is, I started my 2012 journey with THEM again!

Who are they? For sure, they are my new friends.

Zi Yang, Zhao Mou, Yew Herng and Pei Chiek!

Woohoo!! ;)

I had a great trip with them again. xD

The moment to be with them was abosolutely great!

I would never regret to know them~ ^.<

I love them~ x)

Here's our pic:- 2 days again? xO

Goodbye 2011.

You have been filled with surprises, memorable,

unforgettable, and fun memories! =)

Unfortunately, it’s time for year 2012 to shine ;)

I have good vibes that this year will be better =)

Happy New Year to everybody!

Don't forget that you are responsible

to make your 2012 good.

That's all ! ^^

Friday, December 30, 2011

2012 RESOLUTION~


2011 has been… absolutely wild. I’ve met so many people who have significantly impacted me in so many ways. A year ago, I thought I knew who I was, and I couldn’t have been more wrong. I’m a completely different person this December than I was in January. I’m quite proud of my improvement. I’ve been through a lot of shit this year, but I’ve also had some incredible turning points. I used to let people influence me, label me, and use me. In addition, I used to use people, hurt them, and leave without caring. I’ve become a drastically better person, and I’m so grateful for all the people who stood by me through everything. This year, I officially overcame suicidal thoughts and depression. I’m so proud of myself for that, and I’m happier than ever these days. This summer was a big turning point in my life. I started to see everything in a different light. The real world began to frighten me. I began to overthink and overanalyze my life, my choices, and myself as a whole. I met people who I will never forget- ever. I’m so thankful for the people who never left. My friends are the most brilliant people, and you (you know who you are).


So, instead of writing a New Year’s resolution list, I’ve decided to write a list enumerating the things I wish for in 2012, the things that’d most likely make me the happiest man, boy, whatever in the world.


I know it’s traditional to write a resolution list rather than a wish list, but, I think I am in more need of wishes than resolution, because, even though my life is far from perfect, I am pretty happy with myself and with the way I handled things this year, even though I was pretty foolish at times, but again that’s to be expected.


Actually I think haven’t really thought about what I want I think I might just write them down as they occur to me so don’t be surprised if one wish is the most random thing in the world. Then again, not likely since I am careful with such things, so all in all it’s going to be a predictable text, don’t expect any kind of originality because quite frankly that’s not my biggest asset. I’m an original in the way I act, I actually know very few people who are anything close to being like me, not in the way I think. I am smart I just ain’t that smart.


Without further ado here’s my list of the wishes for 2012:-


1st - The first one must be very important isn't it? Alright, the first wish must be my SPM results! I was just completed my form 5 education, and waiting for my SPM results. I wish I might get at least 5 As in SPM, but it seems very hard from it, pull down the wish, just get at least 5 credits which is Cs. Hmm... still confusing about my career, it's clearly that I am gonna take business administration as my major course, and the problem now is which college to go. Sunway, Monash or INTI ! Ouch! I really fucking hate to make decision. T.T


2nd - What will be my second wish? I want more MONEY! Yeah! With money, I can do a lot of things, the most important of course is shopping! Wow! What about Paris and German as my shopping venue? If you are my friend, you should know, shopping is one of my hobby. Lol.


3rd - The third wish is own myself a Audi. Better a R8! Yes! It's a sport car. But, will it come true? God knows! x)


4th - The next one is I want to have lots of good times with my friends. I want to be there for them and I want them to be there for me and so this year I hope my friends will be as happy as I hope to be. I want them to fulfill their dreams and I want to laugh and dance and fool around, have fun, just be happy. And I hope I get even closer to those I love right now, to those whom I consider to be my friends.


5th - Travel around the world is my dream. I wish I could bring my family or my family bring me around the world. The first destination MUST be the Malvides. It is because according to the report, Malvides is gonna sink in 5 or 6 years. The second destination will be Hawaii. You know, I love coffee very much, I can make my own coffee bean in Hawaii. For the rest, no matter go where, it will be fun at the moment which together with my beloved family.


6th - I want my family and friends to be happy. Make people happy is not an easier thing. So I will try my best to let them laugh and smile everyday, every moment. x)


7th - Ops! No idea anymore. Hmm... Well, own myself a DSLR? may be, I love to shooting. You can view my facebook and my lappie, there's a lot of photo. ;) Those are sweet memories in my life ever!


8th - World peace, love, less conflicts, less poverty, less tragedies. No war, no perilous times. Now I know I’m asking for the impossible. But still, as I’ve said, it’s nice to dream. At least dreams are what we want them to be. If we dream of happiness, well, I guess a part of us will also feel happy and contented. That’s why… I’ll keep dreaming on about happiness and hoping for the best. Maybe I’m naive, maybe I’m unrealistic, I don’t care. I like this way of life. This policy of mine shall not be altered.


9th - Everything which will happen in my life can be success. Wish me good luck, good health and every success.


10th - And finally… Tah dah dah dah! I don’t wish for the world to end in 2012. If it does I want to die happily.


So yeah, those are my wishes, this was a rather pointless text but no matter I had fun writing it.


Everybody, kisses and hugs and loads of love! I do hope the next year will bring you all the happiness in the world! <3


You only get one life, so I don’t understand why some choose to waste theirs. Human life is one of the most fragile things and it’s something we all take for granted. Ya’ll, we have to understand that tomorrow is never guaranteed, so do what makes YOU happy. Experience things YOU want to. Be who YOU want to be. Love who you want, and love what you want. And I don’t mean this half hearted bullshit that people say, say it like you mean it and dammit, mean it. And last love yourself.. every imperfection. You are beautiful. Don’t hold back because of insecurities that you have, and sure as hell don’t let people tell you no, because honestly they had someone tell them no and they listened. Yeah there are gonna be people who are gonna judge you but be stronger than they are. Have hope. Have will power. Have courage. Don't waste a minute of it! = )


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