The Amazing moments in life.

1. Coming home late and going straight to bed.
2. Buying amazing clothes that you found on sale.
3. Holding hands.
4. Unexpected moment that becomes your favorite memories.
5. Talking on the phone until five in the morning.
6. Resting on someone’s chest.
7. Taking long showers that wash away your worries.
8. Feeling as though you finally belong somewhere.
9. Deciding what you want to do with your life.
10. Feeling satisfied after a delicious meal.
11. Falling asleep instantly when you’re upset.
12. Meeting people that happen to change your life.
13. When you have a great night to sleep.
14. Drinking a cup of espresso.

15. Realizing everything is going to be okay.

So, why don't you make your life easier?
Take it easy, let you life wonderful!

_salvatore_

About Me

These few days, I had think a lot of things.

About my academic, relationship, friendship and future.

Well, I don't know what to say,

because I don't know how to say.

In short, I become more mature already. =)

Hmm.... From now on,

I'll take my life easy.

I won't think negative anymore,

I know last time I'm a childish people,

now I won't be that anymore.

At school, not serious at all;

at tuition, keep dreaming;

at home, keep online.

Start from tomorrow, I won't be like this anymore.

Ya! You don't need to pardon,

I repeat, start from tomorrow,

I won't be like this anymore!

I'm serious. =D

Well, I'll plan my schedule.

This is an important year to me.

Mummy said she don't want to supply me to study after SPM,

when I heard, I'm so surprise! ><

I don't care it anymore,

care too much what for?!

There's no point right? isn't it?

Really, I'm mature! I'm glad. xD

And then, I can't believe that,

I will shortage of money.

Ya!

Me, Lee Boon Chai,

is shortage of money now!

OMG! I still can't accept the truth. ><

Actually, I can ask money from my mom,

but don't know where is the courageous come from!

Who ask me always spend money recklessly?

Deservedly!!

Oh no! is too bad! ><

haizz.... haizz.... haizz....

I had open my mind.

About our relationship. ==

Now recall back,

why I'm so stupid?

If I had known it would become......then.....

I shouldn't.... I shouldn't....

Is 9.11 now, and I don't know what to do. @.@

Have to pen off now. See you guys!

2012 - End Of Life ?

Do you think the world will come to an end?

Do you think destruction from skies will be sent?
Do you think we just have one more year to live?
Do you think its time that we shouldn’t take but give?
If yes then……..

Just live everyday like your day
Just stand up and have your say
Don’t hesitate its your world
But always remember to fulfill you words!

Are you afraid of dying?
Would you just run away or would you keep trying?
Are you gonna miss someone really badly at your last moment?
Do you wanna drown in water or get hit by a comet?
If you’re sure then?

Just forget all your worries and party hard
Don’t be afraid and just play your cards
If really a little time is left
Guys you gonna be honest and stay away from theft

Do you get a dream that you’re the only one alive?
Do you dream that loneliness is cutting you like a knife?
Do you really cry at times thinking what will happen next?
Do you really wish it would happen once you’ve given your best?

So just don’t cry hit a try
Maybe there will be smiles and no sigh
Maybe god just wants human to be more kind
Because love is something that can change even god’s mind.

What if the world's really coming to and end?
What can make god change his mind?
Maybe the answer is here.

My Fake Smile

Missing you isn't easy
Seeing constant reminders of you
doesn't help either.
Thinking about you only makes me
cry a little more.

You're happy with him
but I don't see how
you couldn't be happy
with me...

I already can see that
you love him more than
you ever loved me.

I remember the way
you used to look at me
to show me how much you cared.
You look at him with even
more love in your eyes.

There's a longing in my heart
for what we used to be.
I wish you could hold
me in your arms one last time.

Memories of us dancing close,
flow through my head.
But then, wait a minute,
it's not me you're dancing with,
it's him.

That smile on your face,
won't go away.
As I look up from the corner,
I catch your eyes.
You smile at me,
as if you want to show him off,
like you showed me off.

I'm trying for you,
trying to be more happier.
But all I can do is
put on a fake smile.

Try to make you think I'm happy,
try to let you know I can do better.
But in my heart,
I know that you'll be my first love.

There's only so much pain
I can take inside of me.
I know that I'll see you with him.
See you doing all those
things that you done with me.

But, no, I won't cry.
No, I won't miss you.
I'll put on a fake smile.

You look at me,
I hold the glance,
but then look away.
I have to put you
behind me,
but how?

I have to move on,
I'll see you later
in life.
Maybe, you'll come back
to me, to give it one more
shot.

Just know that,
I'll love you more than
life itself.
As for now,
I'll put you in the
back of my memory.

My face holds,
one more fake
smile just for you.

fake_smile

Nothing Is Worth It Anymore

See I seem to always have this trust
Which breaks after the moments of lust
It's entices me, then revolves me
And I'm turning out cards until bust.
I tried, and complicated my life
But you need to leave
I need time to think
But now I know what I wanted
And now I know what I needed
And all along it was you
And now tearing up the carpet
And breaking down the walls too

I didn't mean to make you cry
And I know that I took my time
But I know what it means now
When hurt brings me to the ground

And we should know
Nobody is worth it
And we know
Nobody is perfect
But it broke my heart
And tore you apart
And I know that we're are both hurting
I guess karma came back around
And just knocked me the hell out
But you get what you pay for
Nothing is worth it anymore

It just seems that I'm insecure
But it's worse when you're hurt before
And you try so hard
But there's always that shard
That still can tear up your heart

I didn't mean to make you cry
And I know that I took my time
But I know what it means now
When hurt brings me to the ground

And we should know
Nobody is worth it
And we know
Nobody is perfect
But it broke my heart
And tore you apart
And I know that we're are both hurting
I guess karma came back around
And just knocked me the hell out
But you get what you pay for
Nothing is worth it anymore

What If

What if I never went out with you

What if instead we just stayed best friends

What if you never broke my heart

What if I could go back to the start

What if I never said yes that day

What if I knew rather what to say

What if you never asked me out again

What if my heart never mends

What if I never get you back

What if I live my life and you I lack

But what if you comes back today

What if "I love you" is what you says

What if we get back together?

I know I'll never want another!

CHAI_What.If

Beauty Of The Dark

The beauty of the dark, is the beauty of you.

I dream of dreamind dreams of you

but nightmares always block the view.

I can't sleep, no.

The beauty of silence, is the noise of no words

When everything I listen for is here

when you walk in the door,

tonight, yeah.

Where is the light in your deep dark room?

A shock of light could save you from the shadow.

Why is the dark behind the moon?

Out of reach until the light is shattered.

The ugly thing I do for beauty.

If you could see what's real in me,

then maybe beauty wouldn't be so cruel.

Where is the light in your deep dark room?

A shock of light could save you from the shadow.

Why is the dark behind the moon?

Out of reach until the light is shattered

The beauty of the dark.

Yeeeeaaah.

The beauty of the dark, is the beauty of you.

Where is the light in your deep dark room?

A shock of light could save you from the shadow.

Why is the dark behind the moon?

Out of reach until the light is shattered.

THE VAMPIRE DIARIES.

What's Wrong With Me ?

~ Something awful is going to happen today ~

I don't know why I wrote that. It's crazy.

There's no reason for me to be upset,

and every reason for me to be happy, but...

my brain is totally empty today.

Hang out with Yuen and Vee this morning.

Movie and KTV, but no mood at all.

High. I had high.

Why does that sound like a lie?

What's wrong with me?

I know. That sounds totally crazy!

I had tried to find out the reason,

but there's no result.

Is it because school gonna reopen?

you like my status? My Damon?

Or else? I don't know at all.

Only God knows.

Right now everything looks strange to me,

as if I don't belong here.

It's me that's out of place.

And the worst thing is that I feel there's

somewhere I do belong,

but I just can't find it.

Only God knows.

School is gonna reopen tomorrow.

Ya. It's real!

Holiday is fast to pass.

Going to face my terrible horrible and vegetable results.

What to do? Regret? No Way baby!

May be as my Justin Gor Gor said,

this is not the final, the real SPM.

Just add oil in the coming exam.

That's it? I think so.

I love my Justin Gor Gor.

He was always gave me advice.

Asked me to think positive,

take all the things around me easy.

I love you Justin, you're a such good brother.

( p/s: not Justin Seo )

I have no practice my piano for a week.

I MUST be degenerate. ><

I MUST be punish by my teacher. ><

What to do? Regret? No Way baby!

Back to the title.

What's wrong with me?

I don't know.

My brain is empty at all.

For whole day, repeat!

Is whole day! T__T

Someone please save me!

I need your help.

I feel my head is very heavy now.

Yet I don't know what's my holiday homework.

Well. Take it easy.

Everything will be fine.

Isn't it?

What's IN The 21st Century

Choose something that you like as you are going to spend most of the time doing it....

Understand Yourself:

• What is important to you?
  - Family? Studies? Interest?
• Different individuals have different priorities.
• Understand your own priority
  
• Do comparison with you friends

Task 1 --- Understand Yourself

• Academic Achievements
  
• Family
• Wealth
• Health
• Fame
• Beauty
• Power
• Friends

10 Tips to keep you in motion:

1. Just Get Started
2. BE Positive!!
3. Be Patient
   
4. Reward Yourself
5. Set Daily Planner
6. Take A Risk
7. Is Your Daily Schedule EXITING?
8. Imagine It Come TRUE!
9. Repetition & Hard Work is key!!
10. Read Success Stories

Holiday

Many days didn't update my blog,

in fact I want to, but don't know what to post.

But in this post, I'll try my best to post something. :)

Hmm... It's holiday.

Many events are waiting for me.

Camp, hang out and bla bla bla...

What the wonderful holiday again? hahax...

My last monthly test was finished,

don't know my life will has monthly test or not.

In the test, every one was doing no well.

Including me. So sad. :(

Never mind, because this is not very important.

Yesterday and today, should be hang out with Yuen, SLim, Vivi....

but, so bad! Because of some reasons, so cancel.

Bad right? ><

This world is full of bad. Everything is bad. Bad at all!

Just said with friends wanna go Japan,

and tsunami come. =__=

Bad again! So sad!

Worry, the end of the world is gonna come. ><

And then, this world is also full with unfair.

I try everything, but also can't get the things that I want,

but, some one even never try, and they get what they want. :(

I know I shouldn't compare, but it's really not fair.