Backed

Wow! Just backed for KRS 2011 Annual Camp yesterday night.

Well, finally I had retire. ( lol )

Sounds I'm old right? xD

I thought I won't cry, but lastly I had. ><''

I kept endure to let my teardrops.

Really stupid!

Wanna cry? Just cry it out!

Don't ever try to endure your teardrops,

you will just pain.

These few days damn tired.

Because of the exam and the camp. haizz...

To be honest, I really reluctant to part with KRS. :(

Add oil Hua Lian KRS! Don't mess it up!

All the best !

I will miss you~

By the way, please call me senior Lee! ^^

Once A Cadet, Always A Cadet

Holiday

Ya. Finally exam had finished.

We had been fight the war for 3 weeks. ><''

To be honest, it is damn tired!

Don't you think so? xDD

This afternoon, there's a rays of light revolve around the sun.

Wow!! that's amazing! :D

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Well, my wonderful holiday will be start from tomorrow.

How nice huh? :D

A lot of event are waiting for me.

Tomorrow, is KRS annual camp.

It is the last camp for me,

because I'm gonna retire. xD

And then, Yuen, KXin them are going to Singapore tomorrow.

I didn't go is because of the camp. ><

Seriously, I felt regret. :(

I said before, no matter what is my decision,

I will feel regret. oh no!!

I had this!! =(

It's bad, can't go with your.

Originally, I'm going to meet them after camp,

but because of some reason... so.... haizz...

Life is unfair!!

Never mind then! T__T

So, let's welcome our holiday!

To yuen and KXin: have a nice trip. :D

The End Of The World

Today 521, the end of the world,

and I haven't died yet. :O

Sounds crazy right? xD

I was slightly disappointed when woke up

today and there have been no

THE END OF THE WORLD~ xDD

If the world ends today, I will die as I lived.

So the end of the world is what time?

I wonder, did the idiot who predicted this,

know that the world has different time zones?

__ 5 2 0 ♥

Happy 520 to all my beloved ~

Family, Andrew, Sian, Yuen, SLim, KXin, Vivi, Sasi,

Jasmine, Joey, Giap, Juslyn, and so on.... :D

I love you all~

Well, exam had finished for 2 weeks,

just left one more week to end.

To be honest, I never read at all in this exam.

This, will be my last mid-year exam.

Is is good or bad? I don't know. xD

I do have some best friends,

but I don't feel like they're my best friends.

Like really. :(

I always confuse about our friendship.( you should know who )

I realize that our distance is as far as the earth with the universe~

Your never tell me about your things anymore.

Don't you think so?

Well, when I asked:''why nobody tell me about that?''

Your will just answered:''you never asked.''

What the hell? Can you be clear?

I never asked, it's because I thought your will tell me yourself,

and not I asked then will only tell me!

by the way, I respect your.

I know that if your care of me, you all will tell me everything,

and not I ask your, if I do, don't your say me kepo? isn't it?

just admit it!!

When we brief encounter, I smiled with your.

but your never smiled with me. :'(

This few days, I really confuse. =(

confuse that I not one of your anymore right?

If yes, just tell me.

I won't have any complain or else!

Because I used to be a person's life.

Just leave me alone.

but... i wish our friendship won't end.
just like this star~
never and ever missing any corner~ :D
I love you all~ Happy 520!

_BFF_

What Are Words

Anywhere you are, I am near

不管你在哪儿，我都会在你身边

Anywhere you go, I'll be there

不管你去哪儿，我都将会在那儿

Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see

不管什么时候你轻声喊我名字，你将会知道

How every single promise I keep

我是如何守护每个誓言

Cause what kind of guy would I be

因为我将会成为一种

If I was to leave when you need me most

当你最需要我的时候我时刻准备出发的人

What are words

当你说那些话的时候

If you really don't mean them

如果你不是有意指那些东西

when you say them

那些话又代表着什么呢

What are words

如果那些话只是对过去美好时光而言的

If they're only for good times

那么它进行时

Then they don't

那么那些话又代表着什么呢

When it's love

当那些话是指爱情时

Yeah, you see them as lover's words

是的，你把它看作是情话

They never go away

他们从不消失

They live on, even when we're gone

甚至当我们已经消失的时候，它们也一直存在着

And I know an angel would say

我知道天使将会说

Just from me and now know I'm meant

只对我说而且现在我知道了我应该

To be where I am and I'm gonna be

在我应该在的地方而且今晚我将会

Standing right beside her tonight

一直守护在她身边

And I'm gonna be by your side

当她最需要我的时候我不会离开

I would never leave when she needs me most

我会一直守护在她身边

What are words

当你说那些话的时候

If you really don't mean them

如果你不是有意指那些东西

when you say them

那些话又代表着什么呢

What are words

如果那些话只是对过去美好时光而言的

If they're only for good times

那么它进行时

Then they don't

那么那些话又代表着什么呢

When it's love

当那些话是指爱情时

Yeah, you see them as lover's words

是的，你把它看作是情话

They never go away

他们从不消失

They live on, even when we're gone

甚至当我们已经消失的时候，它们也一直存在着

Anywhere you are, I am near

不管你在哪儿，我都会在你身边

Anywhere you go, I'll be there

不管你去哪儿，我都将会在那儿

And I'm gonna be here forever more

我将会永远在这儿

Every single promise I keep

守护我守护的每一个誓言

Cause what kind of guy would I be

因为我将会成为一种

If I was to leave when you need me most

当你最需要我的时候我时刻准备出发的人

I'm forever keeping my angel close

我会永远把我的天使守护好 ♥

Alone Again

This few days, I've been alone again.

All of friends don't want to heed me.

How bad? :(

Actually, I don't like to be alone,

but my alone had become nature.

Since I born, I'm always be alone,

so alone is nothing special for me anymore.

My laptop seems like got problem,

hmm... is it the time to change? hahax....

I want Macbook. but no money to buy it. haizz....

who want sponsor me huh? xD

No exam by tomorrow, don't really want to go school,

but my mom and dad.... hate it!!

I really has impulse want to leave this home!

my life just like this, never have any fair to me.

I was tried so hard, but I'm always not the one. :(

Why? Is it because I'm Lee Boon Chai?

Oh no! that is not a good reason. ><

Music really can make me easy,

I love music.

Every time when I'm down,

the only way is play piano. :D

Music is my life, no music no life.

分手快乐

我无法帮你预言

委曲求全有没有用

可是我多么不舍

朋友爱的那么苦痛

爱可以不问对错

至少要喜悦感动

如果他总为别人撑伞

你何苦非为他等在雨中

泡咖啡让你暖手

想挡挡你心口里的风

你却想上街走走

吹吹冷风会清醒的多

你说你不怕分手

只有点遗憾难过

情人节就要来了

剩自己一个

其实爱对了人

情人节每天都过

分手快乐 祝你快乐

你可以找到更好的

不想过冬 厌倦沉重

就飞去热带的岛屿游泳

分手快乐 请你快乐

挥别错的才能和对的相逢

离开旧爱 像坐慢车

看透彻了心就会是晴朗的

没人能把谁的幸福没收

你发誓你会活的有笑容

你自信时候真的美多了

Dear Mom ♥

Dear Mom,

Even though you won’t see this,

I want my thoughts to be with you.

Just like you were with me for my whole life,

through the good and bad.

You never gave up on me and you always had my back.

You could always find the right things to say to make me happy.

You would work hard every day so I could have food,

a roof over my head, and be happy.

You were my first word, my first girl I ever loved,

my first friend, and my only reason to never give up hope.

Everything you work at you make it amazing.

I love you so much and I promise to always take care of you.

I will never put anything in this world above you. ♥

You are my everything. Thanks for being the most beautiful, kind, selfless, inspirational and amazing mom ever! I may not like you all the time, but I love you always. ♥

your boy · chai

I Love You Mom

Everyone has a past
Some have had good while some bad
But long it never lasts
One good, I'm sure everyone has had

As we know, life is uncertain,
Where only God can pull the curtain
Thinking of which
My mind begins to twitch

Things we expect much
But forget, it's all about luck
To have someone - on whom you can rely on
In this world of deceit, it can only be your MOM

She strives hard, to help you grow
But you always keep craving for more
When one day you know there'll be no one to adore
Cause she has less time in store

We think of how to make the call
When we sit back and think of all
Times we begin to fall
Is understood, when we sit in closed walls

I wish I could make all her dreams come true
Give her all the happiness, she deserves to
Relieving her of all the pain she goes through
But, God plays a game tying my hands too

I love you mom! I love you...

Everyone loves their mother, but we often fail to express our feelings whenever she is around. This poem portrays my feelings towards my mom whom I love the most, but neither could express it nor give her what she deserves. I love you mom, I love you...

New Block

This morning, we had moved to new block.

Knew it tow weeks ago, when I heard the new,

I'm not really like it. :(

but today, don't know why, felt excited. :)

Before felt nothing, but now?

haha... xDD

Well, is quite good.

But I still prefer the old block, our paradise. ^^

At the old block, we can do whatever we like, we want.

Because it's far from the administrative block.

Mr. White, Mr. Goh all seldom come here.

The new block is next to the administrative block, so...

you know what I mean right? haha...

Well, today went into the female's wash room twice. :$

lol...

one time was with sian them,

and another time was with Jasmine them. ^^''

It's a day which having fun again.

Exam is around the corner.

and I haven't start to do my revision yet.

how bad? haizz....

Start to worry. =(

I Really Care

Actually, I really care about everything about me.

Relationship, friendship, and so on.

But, who care me? Nobody right?

Especially you. You hated me.

What can I do?

I still care about you.

And no one will know it.

Never and ever. How bad?

There are 4 terrible thins happened on me.

Bad again right?

Of course, one of the thing is you hated me.

What can I do? Nothing.

I'm useless.

Always trust people easily.

I'm stupid, weak, and noob!

People cry, not because they're weak.

Its because they've been strong for too long.

But I cry, is what? Is it too weak, or strong enough.

God knows.

哭了~ ;(

我，哭了~

偷偷留下了一滴眼泪.

我很害怕，怕你会不理我

我尝试去改变，但得知道，本性难移~

起码我尝试了，

但，你好像是在生我的气，

只是你掩饰了，不让我知道.

可能你对我已经厌倦了，

可能你已经讨厌我了，

可能...可能...好多的可能 ;(

不想再说下去了~

哭过，未必会好~

一个人，就算是再怎么疼你，也会对你感到厌倦~ ;(