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I wish people would stop messing with me.

I actually take this kind of seriously because believe it or not,

I can be insecure too!

How are you guys good friends if you can’t even tell

when something actually bothers me?

Where’s the support?

Uhh apparently nowhere…

my confidence does have a limit…

It’s funny because when,

when have I ever NOT supported any of you?

I say all the positive things,

even if I have to fudge it a bit to calm you guys down,

to reassure you guys.

When I freak out,

I have to calm myself down by logically reasoning

how wrong you guys were.

This is ridiculous and I’m getting tired of it.

I hate this,

I hate this skepticism.

How are you people so negative?

Why can’t you look on the bright side,

for just freakin’ once.

Just be a smidgen more optimistic

because you can’t pull everyone around you down.

That’s ridiculous.

Even if you admit that you know what you’re doing,

it doesn’t change anything.

Just let others be happy, geez.

I try so hard to make you guys happy,

but then I realize that only certain things make you guys happy

but I still try because I care.

Fail.

3 more subjects for SPM.
It will be history after 7th of December 2011. x(

~ hurt ~

Alright, somebody was just hurt me.

Chai, stop to being an idiot !

It was really, really, and really hurt.

L.O.V.E K.I.L.L.S S.L.O.W.L.Y

yea. love hurt me again. :(

i don't understand why there's so much hurt in this world.

Excuse me, which lever of hell is this?

It's truth with ''the ones you love most always hurt you the most''.

Isn't it?

I may forgive you a lot,

but i won't ever forget what was said and done.

Pain makes people change, but...

did I change? I had been, lastly I lost the reserved. ;(

how much I really love the one?

I don't know, I just know, I am freaking hurt.

My heart was broke again.

Sometimes I could not to think I am a slut.

L.O.V.E

I so sorry, I have to give you up from now on.

I am scared of falling in love,
because every time I fall,
I fall too hard,
and get hurt too hard.

SPM~ ?

Today was the fourth day of SPM

.. hmm ..

indeed, I was nervous and scared before the day of exam.

finally, BM, BI, Sejarah, and Mathema

tics was over.

but, the war is just start.

moral, add maths, physics, chemistry, account and BC. ><

6 more subjects and 13 more paper! O.o

oh no! may god bless us.

messy floor~ ><

oh na na! sejarah~

last but not least,

my secondary school life was ended. how bad? ='(

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