2011 has been… absolutely wild. I’ve met so many people who have significantly impacted me in so many ways. A year ago, I thought I knew who I was, and I couldn’t have been more wrong. I’m a completely different person this December than I was in January. I’m quite proud of my improvement. I’ve been through a lot of shit this year, but I’ve also had some incredible turning points. I used to let people influence me, label me, and use me. In addition, I used to use people, hurt them, and leave without caring. I’ve become a drastically better person, and I’m so grateful for all the people who stood by me through everything. This year, I officially overcame suicidal thoughts and depression. I’m so proud of myself for that, and I’m happier than ever these days. This summer was a big turning point in my life. I started to see everything in a different light. The real world began to frighten me. I began to overthink and overanalyze my life, my choices, and myself as a whole. I met people who I will never forget- ever. I’m so thankful for the people who never left. My friends are the most brilliant people, and you (you know who you are).
So, instead of writing a New Year’s resolution list, I’ve decided to write a list enumerating the things I wish for in 2012, the things that’d most likely make me the happiest man, boy, whatever in the world.
I know it’s traditional to write a resolution list rather than a wish list, but, I think I am in more need of wishes than resolution, because, even though my life is far from perfect, I am pretty happy with myself and with the way I handled things this year, even though I was pretty foolish at times, but again that’s to be expected.
Actually I think haven’t really thought about what I want I think I might just write them down as they occur to me so don’t be surprised if one wish is the most random thing in the world. Then again, not likely since I am careful with such things, so all in all it’s going to be a predictable text, don’t expect any kind of originality because quite frankly that’s not my biggest asset. I’m an original in the way I act, I actually know very few people who are anything close to being like me, not in the way I think. I am smart I just ain’t that smart.
Without further ado here’s my list of the wishes for 2012:-
1st - The first one must be very important isn't it? Alright, the first wish must be my SPM results! I was just completed my form 5 education, and waiting for my SPM results. I wish I might get at least 5 As in SPM, but it seems very hard from it, pull down the wish, just get at least 5 credits which is Cs. Hmm... still confusing about my career, it's clearly that I am gonna take business administration as my major course, and the problem now is which college to go. Sunway, Monash or INTI ! Ouch! I really fucking hate to make decision. T.T
2nd - What will be my second wish? I want more MONEY! Yeah! With money, I can do a lot of things, the most important of course is shopping! Wow! What about Paris and German as my shopping venue? If you are my friend, you should know, shopping is one of my hobby. Lol.
3rd - The third wish is own myself a Audi. Better a R8! Yes! It's a sport car. But, will it come true? God knows! x)
4th - The next one is I want to have lots of good times with my friends. I want to be there for them and I want them to be there for me and so this year I hope my friends will be as happy as I hope to be. I want them to fulfill their dreams and I want to laugh and dance and fool around, have fun, just be happy. And I hope I get even closer to those I love right now, to those whom I consider to be my friends.
5th - Travel around the world is my dream. I wish I could bring my family or my family bring me around the world. The first destination MUST be the Malvides. It is because according to the report, Malvides is gonna sink in 5 or 6 years. The second destination will be Hawaii. You know, I love coffee very much, I can make my own coffee bean in Hawaii. For the rest, no matter go where, it will be fun at the moment which together with my beloved family.
6th - I want my family and friends to be happy. Make people happy is not an easier thing. So I will try my best to let them laugh and smile everyday, every moment. x)
7th - Ops! No idea anymore. Hmm... Well, own myself a DSLR? may be, I love to shooting. You can view my facebook and my lappie, there's a lot of photo. ;) Those are sweet memories in my life ever!
8th - World peace, love, less conflicts, less poverty, less tragedies. No war, no perilous times. Now I know I’m asking for the impossible. But still, as I’ve said, it’s nice to dream. At least dreams are what we want them to be. If we dream of happiness, well, I guess a part of us will also feel happy and contented. That’s why… I’ll keep dreaming on about happiness and hoping for the best. Maybe I’m naive, maybe I’m unrealistic, I don’t care. I like this way of life. This policy of mine shall not be altered.
9th - Everything which will happen in my life can be success. Wish me good luck, good health and every success.
10th - And finally… Tah dah dah dah! I don’t wish for the world to end in 2012. If it does I want to die happily.
So yeah, those are my wishes, this was a rather pointless text but no matter I had fun writing it.
Everybody, kisses and hugs and loads of love! I do hope the next year will bring you all the happiness in the world! <3
You only get one life, so I don’t understand why some choose to waste theirs. Human life is one of the most fragile things and it’s something we all take for granted. Ya’ll, we have to understand that tomorrow is never guaranteed, so do what makes YOU happy. Experience things YOU want to. Be who YOU want to be. Love who you want, and love what you want. And I don’t mean this half hearted bullshit that people say, say it like you mean it and dammit, mean it. And last love yourself.. every imperfection. You are beautiful. Don’t hold back because of insecurities that you have, and sure as hell don’t let people tell you no, because honestly they had someone tell them no and they listened. Yeah there are gonna be people who are gonna judge you but be stronger than they are. Have hope. Have will power. Have courage. Don't waste a minute of it! = )
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