Monday, April 29, 2013

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Hello guys! How are you?

I am so sorry that I do not post anything for over a year.

Hmm.. It's just because of my laziness and out of the word.

I do not know what to post seriously. ><


So, how am I doing?

Well, I am having a disgusting boring holiday currently!

I going to get crazy! LOL.

I have no idea, why do I start to blog again.

Where do I get the motivation?

Well, that is a serious question! haha :p

That's all for today.


学会承受痛苦自己调整心态。
有些话,适合烂在心里,
有些痛苦,适合无声无息的忘记。
当经历过,你成长了,自己知道就好。
很多改变,不需要你自己说,别人会看得到。
 

Thursday, June 7, 2012

感触

wow! never update my blog for around 3 months. @@

what i did in these few months ?

two words to describe, which are ----> ENJOY & DECADENT !

~ LOL ~ seriously ? indeed.. ><

well, I JUST goyang kaki in the house everyday, and went everywhere.

Cameron Highlands, Genting Highland, Singapore, Penang, Ipoh and else. xD

sounds cool and fun isn't? seriously it is,

because I went with a badge of sun you(损友). haha ;)

alright, have been spent this kind of life for 6 months.

and I am gonna leave this town. how sad ? :(

I will miss a lot of thing, first of all will be my family and sun you ! ;(

how can I going to survive without them? (i know oxygen is most important) :S

hey chai ! you will survive ! don't be mommy boy anymore.

you should grow up ! it's time !

hmm...

that's all for today, because suddenly I have no idea what to write. ><

have a good night everyone.

will update soon ! x)

Sunday, February 12, 2012

R.I.P Whitney Houston


LOS ANGELES (AP) — Whitney Houston, who ruled as pop music's queen until her majestic voice and regal image were ravaged by drug use, erratic behavior and a tumultuous marriage to singer Bobby Brown, has died. She was 48. Houston's publicist, Kristen Foster, said Saturday that the singer had died, but the cause and the location of her death were unknown. News of Houston's death came on the eve of music's biggest night — the Grammy Awards. It's a showcase where she once reigned, and her death was sure to case a heavy pall on Sunday's ceremony. Houston's longtime mentor Clive Davis was to hold his annual concert and dinner Saturday; it was unclear if it was going to go forward.

"I am absolutely heartbroken at the news of Whitney's passing," music producer Quincy Jones said in a written statement. "I always regretted not having had the opportunity to work with her. She was a true original and a talent beyond compare. I will miss her terribly."

At her peak, Houston the golden girl of the music industry. From the middle 1980s to the late 1990s, she was one of the world's best-selling artists. She wowed audiences with effortless, powerful, and peerless vocals that were rooted in the black church but made palatable to the masses with a pop sheen.

Her success carried her beyond music to movies, where she starred in hits like "The Bodyguard" and "Waiting to Exhale."

She had the he perfect voice, and the perfect image: a gorgeous singer who had sex appeal but was never overtly sexual, who maintained perfect poise.

She influenced a generation of younger singers, from Christina Aguilera to Mariah Carey, who when she first came out sounded so much like Houston that many thought it was Houston.

But by the end of her career, Houston became a stunning cautionary tale of the toll of drug use. Her album sales plummeted and the hits stopped coming; her once serene image was shattered by a wild demeanor and bizarre public appearances. She confessed to abusing cocaine, marijuana and pills, and her once pristine voice became raspy and hoarse, unable to hit the high notes as she had during her prime.

"The biggest devil is me. I'm either my best friend or my worst enemy," Houston told ABC's Diane Sawyer in an infamous 2002 interview with then-husband Brown by her side.

It was a tragic fall for a superstar who was one of the top-selling artists in pop music history, with more than 55 million records sold in the United States alone.

She seemed to be born into greatness. She was the daughter of gospel singer Cissy Houston, the cousin of 1960s pop diva Dionne Warwick and the goddaughter of Aretha Franklin.

Houston first started singing in the church as a child. In her teens, she sang backup for Chaka Khan, Jermaine Jackson and others, in addition to modeling. It was around that time when music mogul Clive Davis first heard Houston perform.

"The time that I first saw her singing in her mother's act in a club ... it was such a stunning impact," Davis told "Good Morning America."

"To hear this young girl breathe such fire into this song. I mean, it really sent the proverbial tingles up my spine," he added.

Before long, the rest of the country would feel it, too. Houston made her album debut in 1985 with "Whitney Houston," which sold millions and spawned hit after hit. "Saving All My Love for You" brought her her first Grammy, for best female pop vocal. "How Will I Know," ''You Give Good Love" and "The Greatest Love of All" also became hit singles.

Another multiplatinum album, "Whitney," came out in 1987 and included hits like "Where Do Broken Hearts Go" and "I Wanna Dance With Somebody."

The New York Times wrote that Houston "possesses one of her generation's most powerful gospel-trained voices, but she eschews many of the churchier mannerisms of her forerunners. She uses ornamental gospel phrasing only sparingly, and instead of projecting an earthy, tearful vulnerability, communicates cool self-assurance and strength, building pop ballads to majestic, sustained peaks of intensity."

Her decision not to follow the more soulful inflections of singers like Franklin drew criticism by some who saw her as playing down her black roots to go pop and reach white audiences. The criticism would become a constant refrain through much of her career. She was even booed during the "Soul Train Awards" in 1989.

"Sometimes it gets down to that, you know?" she told Katie Couric in 1996. "You're not black enough for them. I don't know. You're not R&B enough. You're very pop. The white audience has taken you away from them."

Some saw her 1992 marriage to former New Edition member and soul crooner Bobby Brown as an attempt to refute those critics. It seemed to be an odd union; she was seen as pop's pure princess while he had a bad-boy image, and already had children of his own. (The couple had a daughter, Bobbi Kristina, in 1993.) Over the years, he would be arrested several times, on charges ranging from DUI to failure to pay child support.

But Houston said their true personalities were not as far apart as people may have believed.

"When you love, you love. I mean, do you stop loving somebody because you have different images? You know, Bobby and I basically come from the same place," she told Rolling Stone in 1993. "You see somebody, and you deal with their image, that's their image. It's part of them, it's not the whole picture. I am not always in a sequined gown. I am nobody's angel. I can get down and dirty. I can get raunchy."

It would take several years, however, for the public to see that side of Houston. Her moving 1991 rendition of "The Star Spangled Banner" at the Super Bowl, amid the first Gulf War, set a new standard and once again reaffirmed her as America's sweetheart.

In 1992, she became a star in the acting world with "The Bodyguard." Despite mixed reviews, the story of a singer (Houston) guarded by a former Secret Service agent (Kevin Costner) was an international success.

It also gave her perhaps her most memorable hit: a searing, stunning rendition of Dolly Parton's "I Will Always Love You," which sat atop the charts for weeks. It was Grammy's record of the year and best female pop vocal, and the "Bodyguard" soundtrack was named album of the year.

She returned to the big screen in 1995-96 with "Waiting to Exhale" and "The Preacher's Wife." Both spawned soundtrack albums, and another hit studio album, "My Love Is Your Love," in 1998, brought her a Grammy for best female R&B vocal for the cut "It's Not Right But It's Okay."

But during these career and personal highs, Houston was using drugs. In an interview with Oprah Winfrey in 2010, she said by the time "The Preacher's Wife" was released, "(doing drugs) was an everyday thing. ... I would do my work, but after I did my work, for a whole year or two, it was every day. ... I wasn't happy by that point in time. I was losing myself."

In the interview, Houston blamed her rocky marriage to Brown, which included a charge of domestic abuse against Brown in 1993. They divorced in 2007.

Houston would go to rehab twice before she would declare herself drug-free to Winfrey in 2010. But in the interim, there were missed concert dates, a stop at an airport due to drugs, and public meltdowns.

She was so startlingly thin during a 2001 Michael Jackson tribute concert that rumors spread she had died the next day. Her crude behavior and jittery appearance on Brown's reality show, "Being Bobby Brown," was an example of her sad decline. Her Sawyer interview, where she declared "crack is whack," was often parodied. She dropped out of the spotlight for a few years.

Houston staged what seemed to be a successful comeback with the 2009 album "I Look To You." The album debuted on the top of the charts, and would eventually go platinum.

Things soon fell apart. A concert to promote the album on "Good Morning America" went awry as Houston's voice sounded ragged and off-key. She blamed an interview with Winfrey for straining her voice.

A world tour launched overseas, however, only confirmed suspicions that Houston had lost her treasured gift, as she failed to hit notes and left many fans unimpressed; some walked out. Canceled concert dates raised speculation that she may have been abusing drugs, but she denied those claims and said she was in great shape, blaming illness for cancellations.


rest in peace, Whitney.
i will always love you

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Good Friend VS True Friend


A good friend will tell you what you want to hear.
A true friend will always tell the truth.

A good friend seeks to talk with you about your problems.
A true friend seeks to help you with your problems.

A good friend will be there for you all through school.
A true friend will be there till the day you die.

A good friend will bail you out of prison.
A true friend will be sitting next to you saying
“damn that was fun!”.

A good friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.
A true friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.

A good friend hates it when you call after they’ve gone to bed.
A true friend asks you why you took so long to call.

A good friend wonders about your romantic history.
A true friend could blackmail you with it.

A good friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.
A true friend calls you after you had a fight.

A good friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A true friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.

A good friend has never seen you cry.
A true friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.

A good friend doesn’t know your parents’ first names.
A true friend has their phone numbers in his address book.

A good friend expects you to always be there for them.
A true friend expects to always be there for you.

A good friend is someone you enjoy hanging out with.
A true friend is someone you need.

Saturday, January 7, 2012

Sharing Our Moment

Every year is made up of

an infinite number of special moments.

Moments where we stop to appreciate

the sights, smells, tastes, sounds and textures

that make up our daily lives.

Take time to share these moments

with the people who mean

the most to you. =)

Just share the moment which you appreciate the most.

We do not remember the days,

we remember the moment. ;)

Monday, January 2, 2012

Happy New Year~!!

I had a blast in new year!

First day of the year, started off with some firework!

wow! how nice?

The most awesome is, I started my 2012 journey with THEM again!

Who are they? For sure, they are my new friends.

Zi Yang, Zhao Mou, Yew Herng and Pei Chiek!

Woohoo!! ;)

I had a great trip with them again. xD

The moment to be with them was abosolutely great!

I would never regret to know them~ ^.<

I love them~ x)

Here's our pic:- 2 days again? xO

Goodbye 2011.

You have been filled with surprises, memorable,

unforgettable, and fun memories! =)

Unfortunately, it’s time for year 2012 to shine ;)

I have good vibes that this year will be better =)

Happy New Year to everybody!

Don't forget that you are responsible

to make your 2012 good.

That's all ! ^^

Friday, December 30, 2011

2012 RESOLUTION~


2011 has been… absolutely wild. I’ve met so many people who have significantly impacted me in so many ways. A year ago, I thought I knew who I was, and I couldn’t have been more wrong. I’m a completely different person this December than I was in January. I’m quite proud of my improvement. I’ve been through a lot of shit this year, but I’ve also had some incredible turning points. I used to let people influence me, label me, and use me. In addition, I used to use people, hurt them, and leave without caring. I’ve become a drastically better person, and I’m so grateful for all the people who stood by me through everything. This year, I officially overcame suicidal thoughts and depression. I’m so proud of myself for that, and I’m happier than ever these days. This summer was a big turning point in my life. I started to see everything in a different light. The real world began to frighten me. I began to overthink and overanalyze my life, my choices, and myself as a whole. I met people who I will never forget- ever. I’m so thankful for the people who never left. My friends are the most brilliant people, and you (you know who you are).


So, instead of writing a New Year’s resolution list, I’ve decided to write a list enumerating the things I wish for in 2012, the things that’d most likely make me the happiest man, boy, whatever in the world.


I know it’s traditional to write a resolution list rather than a wish list, but, I think I am in more need of wishes than resolution, because, even though my life is far from perfect, I am pretty happy with myself and with the way I handled things this year, even though I was pretty foolish at times, but again that’s to be expected.


Actually I think haven’t really thought about what I want I think I might just write them down as they occur to me so don’t be surprised if one wish is the most random thing in the world. Then again, not likely since I am careful with such things, so all in all it’s going to be a predictable text, don’t expect any kind of originality because quite frankly that’s not my biggest asset. I’m an original in the way I act, I actually know very few people who are anything close to being like me, not in the way I think. I am smart I just ain’t that smart.


Without further ado here’s my list of the wishes for 2012:-


1st - The first one must be very important isn't it? Alright, the first wish must be my SPM results! I was just completed my form 5 education, and waiting for my SPM results. I wish I might get at least 5 As in SPM, but it seems very hard from it, pull down the wish, just get at least 5 credits which is Cs. Hmm... still confusing about my career, it's clearly that I am gonna take business administration as my major course, and the problem now is which college to go. Sunway, Monash or INTI ! Ouch! I really fucking hate to make decision. T.T


2nd - What will be my second wish? I want more MONEY! Yeah! With money, I can do a lot of things, the most important of course is shopping! Wow! What about Paris and German as my shopping venue? If you are my friend, you should know, shopping is one of my hobby. Lol.


3rd - The third wish is own myself a Audi. Better a R8! Yes! It's a sport car. But, will it come true? God knows! x)


4th - The next one is I want to have lots of good times with my friends. I want to be there for them and I want them to be there for me and so this year I hope my friends will be as happy as I hope to be. I want them to fulfill their dreams and I want to laugh and dance and fool around, have fun, just be happy. And I hope I get even closer to those I love right now, to those whom I consider to be my friends.


5th - Travel around the world is my dream. I wish I could bring my family or my family bring me around the world. The first destination MUST be the Malvides. It is because according to the report, Malvides is gonna sink in 5 or 6 years. The second destination will be Hawaii. You know, I love coffee very much, I can make my own coffee bean in Hawaii. For the rest, no matter go where, it will be fun at the moment which together with my beloved family.


6th - I want my family and friends to be happy. Make people happy is not an easier thing. So I will try my best to let them laugh and smile everyday, every moment. x)


7th - Ops! No idea anymore. Hmm... Well, own myself a DSLR? may be, I love to shooting. You can view my facebook and my lappie, there's a lot of photo. ;) Those are sweet memories in my life ever!


8th - World peace, love, less conflicts, less poverty, less tragedies. No war, no perilous times. Now I know I’m asking for the impossible. But still, as I’ve said, it’s nice to dream. At least dreams are what we want them to be. If we dream of happiness, well, I guess a part of us will also feel happy and contented. That’s why… I’ll keep dreaming on about happiness and hoping for the best. Maybe I’m naive, maybe I’m unrealistic, I don’t care. I like this way of life. This policy of mine shall not be altered.


9th - Everything which will happen in my life can be success. Wish me good luck, good health and every success.


10th - And finally… Tah dah dah dah! I don’t wish for the world to end in 2012. If it does I want to die happily.


So yeah, those are my wishes, this was a rather pointless text but no matter I had fun writing it.


Everybody, kisses and hugs and loads of love! I do hope the next year will bring you all the happiness in the world! <3


You only get one life, so I don’t understand why some choose to waste theirs. Human life is one of the most fragile things and it’s something we all take for granted. Ya’ll, we have to understand that tomorrow is never guaranteed, so do what makes YOU happy. Experience things YOU want to. Be who YOU want to be. Love who you want, and love what you want. And I don’t mean this half hearted bullshit that people say, say it like you mean it and dammit, mean it. And last love yourself.. every imperfection. You are beautiful. Don’t hold back because of insecurities that you have, and sure as hell don’t let people tell you no, because honestly they had someone tell them no and they listened. Yeah there are gonna be people who are gonna judge you but be stronger than they are. Have hope. Have will power. Have courage. Don't waste a minute of it! = )


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Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Like some, love some, trust none?


Like some, love some, trust none.

I read the above line on a random person’s Twitter bio and it sounds like they’re trying to give advice. So it made me think how I would write it for myself…

The result was (note the ‘s’ I added): “Loves all, likes most, trusts few.” And it’s not for taking as ‘wise words’ or anything, it’s more like a description of me (or at least of me where I am right now, in this moment).

Also, it’s not complete by any means; it needs some explaining or at least a description of each…

“Loves all” - means loving those whom God loves. I do my best to be kind to each person I come in contact with for however short a period of time. This doesn’t mean I a fake idea that I’m awesome and can love eeeeeveryone.

“Likes most” - means I really enjoy most people. I’m most definitely a people person! Some are a bit harder to understand or get along with, but it’s my firm belief that people do things for a reason. At first the seems a bit obvious, but if you think about how often you wonder, “WHAT were they thinking?” or “Why did they do THAT?” then just remember, we all have stuff.

“Trusts few” - means that I keep tender things to myself except for maybe sharing thoughts with those few people I’m deeply close to. And when I saw “few” I literally mean like… well, two. This doesn’t mean that I’m afraid of other people, of being loved or loving, or that I’m a generally suspicious person. I’m actually one of those that assumes the best about everyone. At the same time, however, I believe we should be careful what and with whom we share our souls.

What about you, what would your statement be?

2 days in Taiping with them~ ♥

Got a 2 days trip in my own hometown, Taiping.

They been here! Who are they?

Yeah! They are Zi Yang, Yew Herng and Chin Long.

I was concern about the trip will fail again,

fortunately, it was success!! xD

The day before they came, I was discuss the venue to bring them.

Agh!! It's hard and confusing.

Lastly, we got a amazing plan! ;)

On the first day, pick them up at Simpang Mcd.

They wanted us to look for them, it hide and seek?

Lol.

After pick them up, drove to Aulong to fetch Ping Pei.

Well, our journey started! :D



Day 1

- Breakfast at Mei Loon Restaurant

- Kuala Sepetang

- Lunch at Sian's house

- Bukit Merah

- Dinner at M&M restaurant

- Taiping Sentral & Tesco



Day 2

- Breakfast at Lian Tong Restaurant

- Visit to S.M.J.K. Hua Lian

- Bukit Larut

- Lunch at Larut Matang

- Rest at Chai's house

- Lake Garden

- Dinner at Mr.BBQ Restaurant

- Bye Bye :'(



Although it was just a 2 days trip, but it was totally fun!

I like to moment that together with them.

This time, some people can't come like Zhao Mou, Zhi Zhuan and else,

but I believe that we will have chance to meet up again!!

For more photo, please click in . =)

Hey! See you guys on 31st Dec 2011 again! ^^


Guys! 爱你哟! ;)

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Merry Christmas~ ♥

Woots! Finally got time to update my blogger. ;)

Hmm.. Just backed from Chung Ling Butterworth.

Went there to attend a 6 days 5 nights camp.

I was fucking tired after attended the camp,

although this camp is quite free. ><

I got a memorable holidays! wow!

So far I never regret to attend this camp.

Alright, I spent few first time for this camp:-

~ first time rub the flour

~ first time use the blender

~ first time bake cake

~ first time bla bla bla

Lol!

Chung Ling, you should glad that I spent few first time for you. ;)

The first day,

I was miss my home, my bed and beloved family!

On the first day, I was very pain!

I do not even know how to lead my group!

9 members, and I can only communicate with Xue Err, Wei Ren and Choon Hang.

Ouch!! What about the others?

Damn! sorry, I must say this words even you're reading my post.

Forgive me! The others are bullshit!!

What The Fuck?!

Their mind are like form 1 form 2, even they are form 4 and form 6!

Ouch! Ouch! Ouch!

Alright, I might not a good leader.

I had try to lead this group as well as I can.

Be a lot of times of leader, this is the worst group that I ever lead!

In this camp, knew lot of friends too! ;)

How nice huh?

I had been did so much times of group counseling,

and this time I cried! Hey Chai! Are you alright?

Hmm... God knows!

In this camp, I really wanna thanks Zhao Mou,

Yew Herng, Zi Yang, Chin Long, Yong Zhao, Pei Jee,

Zi Zuan and else who accompanied Hua Lian Kia

to shopping in Sunway Carnival Mall.

We appreciate very much.

Zhao Mou, Yew Herng, Zi Yang and Chin Long,

thanks for the ais kacang, ice blended, bread, biscuit

and everything which your did for us!

We appreciate it very much.

Hey! We are fucking miss you guys!

One more thing I want to apologize is,

sorry that lastly Sian and I can't go to butterwoth

for Christmas Eve. Really sorry!

We are disappointed too that can't go. :(

I wish you all good luck, good health and every success! :)

May God Bless You! xD

By the way, when you guys want to come to Taiping huh?

26th or 28th? All of us stand by already yea!

And if convenient, we will go there for New Year Countdown!

So no worries. I'm glad to know all of you.

Last but not least,

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year ~ !! ^^

AS WE GO ON
WE REMEMBER
ALL THE TIMES WE
HAD TOGETHER

Friday, December 9, 2011

I'll Miss

My friends are such amazing people

and I'm glad that they are apart of my life.

They are the few people that can make me feel happy

but also can make me feel at my lowest.

Still I’m glad that I’ve met them…

I’ll miss them so much after high school.

I’m terrified for what will happen in the future

Yea! I graduated, and finished the ‘AWESOME’ SPM. ==

I am fucking miss my secondary life right not!

How bad? x(

Do you know what’s that mean?

It means I won't have these things anymore:-

~ ponteng class

~ eat in the class

~ bring phone to school

~ skip duty ( I was a prefect ) Zz..

~ sleep in the class

~ take photo

~ joining KRS, PRS and BnK functions and activities

~ go to toilet with Jasmine, Joey, Suat Lim, Vivi and the girls. (ya, it’s girl toilet ) >

~ go to caunselling room

~ say ‘BANGUN’,’STAN UP’ and ‘起立’

~ lepak around the school

~ argue with friends

~ emo

~ copy homework

~ and bla bla bla, everything else.

I couldn't list out all the things, but if you are Hua Lian Gina, and reading this post,
I think you are able to get what I want to list out. Isn't it? x)


Friends, I appreciate all the moment we together.
I miss you all right now! In front of my lappie. lol.

Hey guys! Thank you for being friends with me. Thank you for dealing with me for 5 years now. Thank you for sticking with me even though I’m such an embarrassment and awkward person. Thank you for listening to me. Thank you for always making me laugh. Thank you for giving me such beautiful memories. Thank you for always being there. Thank you for everything!! xoxo.. ;)

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

毕业钟声响起

This, is one of the question of 2011 SPM Bahasa Cina Kertas 1.
I know, may be this is not a good essay.
But I want to let you know, this is my sounds from deep heart.
I don't know whether I should blame or thanks kementerian.
Blame is because I cried while I wrote, and thanks is they let me got a chance to write out.
It's originally, 100% the same. x)
Have a nice day for you my reader.

还记得,毕业当天,所有人包括校长、老师、与同学都为彼此留下了比黄金还要珍贵的眼泪。这些眼泪都流着酸甜苦辣,喜怒哀乐,爱恨情仇等等的感慨。对于我,唱着校歌的当儿,正是毕业钟声响起的时刻,也就是结束中学生涯的时刻了。

毕业前夕,大家都抱着既开心又兴奋的心情。然而,大家可都是真正的开心兴奋吗?每个微笑的背后都有着不同的故事。他笑也许只是在掩饰他的感伤;而他笑也许是因为不必再看到讨厌的人了。到底是哪儿个原因,只有当事人才晓得。

预考过后,我发觉大伙儿都变得有点儿懒散了,没心读书。这场景,就有如当年考完中三。尽管如此,大家都卖力的为毕业典礼的节目准备。几乎每班都用心练习,唱歌、跳舞、武术、钢琴演奏等等节目。当然,这怎么能够少得了我呢?

除了筹备节目,我们都穿上了个班的班服拍照。班级照、个人照、自恋照、情侣照、友情照、师生照等等。其实,班服都会使我们大家为彼此留下珍贵的回忆。这些回忆的回忆在过了今天后,都会变成历史。即使变成历史,这些历史都曾是我们为彼此送上比钻石好要名贵的礼物。记得有句英文句子,译成中文是这样的:“我们不记得那些日子,我们只记得那些时刻与瞬间”。

毕业之后,有很多违反校规的事情不能做了。不能逃课、不能在上课时吃东西睡觉、不能在校园游荡、不能逃去每班,然后被困在里面出不来、不能带电话去学校、不能……真的有好多好多的不能。在做这些事的时候,哪怕是被罚,就算被捉到,只要是和朋友一次罚,都会时间幸福的事。

我懂,天下无不散之筵席。朋友,在我们离开彼此过后,还会有那么一天相逢吗?

在毕业典礼当天,听到了比雷声还要大声的国歌与校歌。那是我五年中学生涯听过最大声的一次。在唱着校歌的当儿,大家的眼睛都湿湿的,都将眼泪流回去。话虽如此,到最后大伙儿还是忍不住,眼泪像瀑布稀里哗啦地流了下来。唱完校歌,我们都给同学朋友一个热情不舍得拥抱。平常,拥抱可不是随便就有的。咚咚…咚咚…终于,毕业的钟声响了。

转眼间,中学生涯就那么结束了,仿佛是昨天才踏入太平华联国民型中学就读中一。但,这五年我并没有白活,我的中学生涯简直可说是精彩!课外活动,不错;学业,还好;友情,死而无憾!如果不在中学时期给他活得轰轰烈烈,怎么能算是中学生呢?呵呵。

朋友,虽然我们会因为自己的前程各奔东西,但记得,未来的每一步,每一个脚印,我都会踏着为彼此的梦想前进。朋友,要记得,当你觉得孤单,我会当你的影子;当你想要哭,我会当你的肩膀;当你想要开心,我会当你的笑容;但当你需要一个朋友,我只会当我自己!


Dear friends,
No matter what happens next
No matter if I stop breathing tomorrow
We will always be friend.
Best Friend Forever!! <3

Yours sincerely, Chai~ :D

Friday, November 25, 2011

no title

I wish people would stop messing with me.

I actually take this kind of seriously because believe it or not,

I can be insecure too!

How are you guys good friends if you can’t even tell

when something actually bothers me?

Where’s the support?

Uhh apparently nowhere…

my confidence does have a limit…

It’s funny because when,

when have I ever NOT supported any of you?

I say all the positive things,

even if I have to fudge it a bit to calm you guys down,

to reassure you guys.

When I freak out,

I have to calm myself down by logically reasoning

how wrong you guys were.

This is ridiculous and I’m getting tired of it.

I hate this,

I hate this skepticism.

How are you people so negative?

Why can’t you look on the bright side,

for just freakin’ once.

Just be a smidgen more optimistic

because you can’t pull everyone around you down.

That’s ridiculous.

Even if you admit that you know what you’re doing,

it doesn’t change anything.

Just let others be happy, geez.

I try so hard to make you guys happy,

but then I realize that only certain things make you guys happy

but I still try because I care.

Fail.


3 more subjects for SPM.
It will be history after 7th of December 2011. x(