Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Like some, love some, trust none?


Like some, love some, trust none.

I read the above line on a random person’s Twitter bio and it sounds like they’re trying to give advice. So it made me think how I would write it for myself…

The result was (note the ‘s’ I added): “Loves all, likes most, trusts few.” And it’s not for taking as ‘wise words’ or anything, it’s more like a description of me (or at least of me where I am right now, in this moment).

Also, it’s not complete by any means; it needs some explaining or at least a description of each…

“Loves all” - means loving those whom God loves. I do my best to be kind to each person I come in contact with for however short a period of time. This doesn’t mean I a fake idea that I’m awesome and can love eeeeeveryone.

“Likes most” - means I really enjoy most people. I’m most definitely a people person! Some are a bit harder to understand or get along with, but it’s my firm belief that people do things for a reason. At first the seems a bit obvious, but if you think about how often you wonder, “WHAT were they thinking?” or “Why did they do THAT?” then just remember, we all have stuff.

“Trusts few” - means that I keep tender things to myself except for maybe sharing thoughts with those few people I’m deeply close to. And when I saw “few” I literally mean like… well, two. This doesn’t mean that I’m afraid of other people, of being loved or loving, or that I’m a generally suspicious person. I’m actually one of those that assumes the best about everyone. At the same time, however, I believe we should be careful what and with whom we share our souls.

What about you, what would your statement be?

2 days in Taiping with them~ ♥

Got a 2 days trip in my own hometown, Taiping.

They been here! Who are they?

Yeah! They are Zi Yang, Yew Herng and Chin Long.

I was concern about the trip will fail again,

fortunately, it was success!! xD

The day before they came, I was discuss the venue to bring them.

Agh!! It's hard and confusing.

Lastly, we got a amazing plan! ;)

On the first day, pick them up at Simpang Mcd.

They wanted us to look for them, it hide and seek?

Lol.

After pick them up, drove to Aulong to fetch Ping Pei.

Well, our journey started! :D



Day 1

- Breakfast at Mei Loon Restaurant

- Kuala Sepetang

- Lunch at Sian's house

- Bukit Merah

- Dinner at M&M restaurant

- Taiping Sentral & Tesco



Day 2

- Breakfast at Lian Tong Restaurant

- Visit to S.M.J.K. Hua Lian

- Bukit Larut

- Lunch at Larut Matang

- Rest at Chai's house

- Lake Garden

- Dinner at Mr.BBQ Restaurant

- Bye Bye :'(



Although it was just a 2 days trip, but it was totally fun!

I like to moment that together with them.

This time, some people can't come like Zhao Mou, Zhi Zhuan and else,

but I believe that we will have chance to meet up again!!

For more photo, please click in . =)

Hey! See you guys on 31st Dec 2011 again! ^^


Guys! 爱你哟! ;)

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Merry Christmas~ ♥

Woots! Finally got time to update my blogger. ;)

Hmm.. Just backed from Chung Ling Butterworth.

Went there to attend a 6 days 5 nights camp.

I was fucking tired after attended the camp,

although this camp is quite free. ><

I got a memorable holidays! wow!

So far I never regret to attend this camp.

Alright, I spent few first time for this camp:-

~ first time rub the flour

~ first time use the blender

~ first time bake cake

~ first time bla bla bla

Lol!

Chung Ling, you should glad that I spent few first time for you. ;)

The first day,

I was miss my home, my bed and beloved family!

On the first day, I was very pain!

I do not even know how to lead my group!

9 members, and I can only communicate with Xue Err, Wei Ren and Choon Hang.

Ouch!! What about the others?

Damn! sorry, I must say this words even you're reading my post.

Forgive me! The others are bullshit!!

What The Fuck?!

Their mind are like form 1 form 2, even they are form 4 and form 6!

Ouch! Ouch! Ouch!

Alright, I might not a good leader.

I had try to lead this group as well as I can.

Be a lot of times of leader, this is the worst group that I ever lead!

In this camp, knew lot of friends too! ;)

How nice huh?

I had been did so much times of group counseling,

and this time I cried! Hey Chai! Are you alright?

Hmm... God knows!

In this camp, I really wanna thanks Zhao Mou,

Yew Herng, Zi Yang, Chin Long, Yong Zhao, Pei Jee,

Zi Zuan and else who accompanied Hua Lian Kia

to shopping in Sunway Carnival Mall.

We appreciate very much.

Zhao Mou, Yew Herng, Zi Yang and Chin Long,

thanks for the ais kacang, ice blended, bread, biscuit

and everything which your did for us!

We appreciate it very much.

Hey! We are fucking miss you guys!

One more thing I want to apologize is,

sorry that lastly Sian and I can't go to butterwoth

for Christmas Eve. Really sorry!

We are disappointed too that can't go. :(

I wish you all good luck, good health and every success! :)

May God Bless You! xD

By the way, when you guys want to come to Taiping huh?

26th or 28th? All of us stand by already yea!

And if convenient, we will go there for New Year Countdown!

So no worries. I'm glad to know all of you.

Last but not least,

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year ~ !! ^^

AS WE GO ON
WE REMEMBER
ALL THE TIMES WE
HAD TOGETHER

Friday, December 9, 2011

I'll Miss

My friends are such amazing people

and I'm glad that they are apart of my life.

They are the few people that can make me feel happy

but also can make me feel at my lowest.

Still I’m glad that I’ve met them…

I’ll miss them so much after high school.

I’m terrified for what will happen in the future

Yea! I graduated, and finished the ‘AWESOME’ SPM. ==

I am fucking miss my secondary life right not!

How bad? x(

Do you know what’s that mean?

It means I won't have these things anymore:-

~ ponteng class

~ eat in the class

~ bring phone to school

~ skip duty ( I was a prefect ) Zz..

~ sleep in the class

~ take photo

~ joining KRS, PRS and BnK functions and activities

~ go to toilet with Jasmine, Joey, Suat Lim, Vivi and the girls. (ya, it’s girl toilet ) >

~ go to caunselling room

~ say ‘BANGUN’,’STAN UP’ and ‘起立

~ lepak around the school

~ argue with friends

~ emo

~ copy homework

~ and bla bla bla, everything else.

I couldn't list out all the things, but if you are Hua Lian Gina, and reading this post,
I think you are able to get what I want to list out. Isn't it? x)


Friends, I appreciate all the moment we together.
I miss you all right now! In front of my lappie. lol.

Hey guys! Thank you for being friends with me. Thank you for dealing with me for 5 years now. Thank you for sticking with me even though I’m such an embarrassment and awkward person. Thank you for listening to me. Thank you for always making me laugh. Thank you for giving me such beautiful memories. Thank you for always being there. Thank you for everything!! xoxo.. ;)

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

毕业钟声响起

This, is one of the question of 2011 SPM Bahasa Cina Kertas 1.
I know, may be this is not a good essay.
But I want to let you know, this is my sounds from deep heart.
I don't know whether I should blame or thanks kementerian.
Blame is because I cried while I wrote, and thanks is they let me got a chance to write out.
It's originally, 100% the same. x)
Have a nice day for you my reader.

还记得,毕业当天,所有人包括校长、老师、与同学都为彼此留下了比黄金还要珍贵的眼泪。这些眼泪都流着酸甜苦辣,喜怒哀乐,爱恨情仇等等的感慨。对于我,唱着校歌的当儿,正是毕业钟声响起的时刻,也就是结束中学生涯的时刻了。

毕业前夕,大家都抱着既开心又兴奋的心情。然而,大家可都是真正的开心兴奋吗?每个微笑的背后都有着不同的故事。他笑也许只是在掩饰他的感伤;而他笑也许是因为不必再看到讨厌的人了。到底是哪儿个原因,只有当事人才晓得。

预考过后,我发觉大伙儿都变得有点儿懒散了,没心读书。这场景,就有如当年考完中三。尽管如此,大家都卖力的为毕业典礼的节目准备。几乎每班都用心练习,唱歌、跳舞、武术、钢琴演奏等等节目。当然,这怎么能够少得了我呢?

除了筹备节目,我们都穿上了个班的班服拍照。班级照、个人照、自恋照、情侣照、友情照、师生照等等。其实,班服都会使我们大家为彼此留下珍贵的回忆。这些回忆的回忆在过了今天后,都会变成历史。即使变成历史,这些历史都曾是我们为彼此送上比钻石好要名贵的礼物。记得有句英文句子,译成中文是这样的:“我们不记得那些日子,我们只记得那些时刻与瞬间”。

毕业之后,有很多违反校规的事情不能做了。不能逃课、不能在上课时吃东西睡觉、不能在校园游荡、不能逃去每班,然后被困在里面出不来、不能带电话去学校、不能……真的有好多好多的不能。在做这些事的时候,哪怕是被罚,就算被捉到,只要是和朋友一次罚,都会时间幸福的事。

我懂,天下无不散之筵席。朋友,在我们离开彼此过后,还会有那么一天相逢吗?

在毕业典礼当天,听到了比雷声还要大声的国歌与校歌。那是我五年中学生涯听过最大声的一次。在唱着校歌的当儿,大家的眼睛都湿湿的,都将眼泪流回去。话虽如此,到最后大伙儿还是忍不住,眼泪像瀑布稀里哗啦地流了下来。唱完校歌,我们都给同学朋友一个热情不舍得拥抱。平常,拥抱可不是随便就有的。咚咚咚咚终于,毕业的钟声响了。

转眼间,中学生涯就那么结束了,仿佛是昨天才踏入太平华联国民型中学就读中一。但,这五年我并没有白活,我的中学生涯简直可说是精彩!课外活动,不错;学业,还好;友情,死而无憾!如果不在中学时期给他活得轰轰烈烈,怎么能算是中学生呢?呵呵。

朋友,虽然我们会因为自己的前程各奔东西,但记得,未来的每一步,每一个脚印,我都会踏着为彼此的梦想前进。朋友,要记得,当你觉得孤单,我会当你的影子;当你想要哭,我会当你的肩膀;当你想要开心,我会当你的笑容;但当你需要一个朋友,我只会当我自己!


Dear friends,
No matter what happens next
No matter if I stop breathing tomorrow
We will always be friend.
Best Friend Forever!! <3

Yours sincerely, Chai~ :D

Friday, November 25, 2011

no title

I wish people would stop messing with me.

I actually take this kind of seriously because believe it or not,

I can be insecure too!

How are you guys good friends if you can’t even tell

when something actually bothers me?

Where’s the support?

Uhh apparently nowhere…

my confidence does have a limit…

It’s funny because when,

when have I ever NOT supported any of you?

I say all the positive things,

even if I have to fudge it a bit to calm you guys down,

to reassure you guys.

When I freak out,

I have to calm myself down by logically reasoning

how wrong you guys were.

This is ridiculous and I’m getting tired of it.

I hate this,

I hate this skepticism.

How are you people so negative?

Why can’t you look on the bright side,

for just freakin’ once.

Just be a smidgen more optimistic

because you can’t pull everyone around you down.

That’s ridiculous.

Even if you admit that you know what you’re doing,

it doesn’t change anything.

Just let others be happy, geez.

I try so hard to make you guys happy,

but then I realize that only certain things make you guys happy

but I still try because I care.

Fail.


3 more subjects for SPM.
It will be history after 7th of December 2011. x(


Tuesday, November 22, 2011

~ hurt ~

Alright, somebody was just hurt me.

Chai, stop to being an idiot !

It was really, really, and really hurt.

L.O.V.E K.I.L.L.S S.L.O.W.L.Y

yea. love hurt me again. :(

i don't understand why there's so much hurt in this world.

Excuse me, which lever of hell is this?

It's truth with ''the ones you love most always hurt you the most''.

Isn't it?

I may forgive you a lot,

but i won't ever forget what was said and done.

Pain makes people change, but...

did I change? I had been, lastly I lost the reserved. ;(

how much I really love the one?

I don't know, I just know, I am freaking hurt.

My heart was broke again.

Sometimes I could not to think I am a slut.

L.O.V.E

I so sorry, I have to give you up from now on.



I am scared of falling in love,
because every time I fall,
I fall too hard,
and get hurt too hard.