时光机

This song, I was wrote when KRS
09/10 Senior Farewell.

《时光机》
词：boon chai
曲：boon chai

Vers. 1 植物靠阳光成长着
过往的回忆还温热
您给的教诲我懂了
要做好对未来的选择

Vers. 2 沉重的脚印残留着
那些伤心的快乐的
每分每一秒都记得
我们承诺过会努力勇敢的向前呢

Chor. 1 在这一刻离别了 我舍不得
不懂何时能再见呢
如果时间能给我们一部时光机
我们选择不哭泣微笑着
相信我们会再见面的

Chor. 2 谢谢您陪我一起走
也谢谢教导了我们
时光机能让这刻这秒更加深刻
希望你们体会到用心的
是真诚感谢你们的

怀念的一首歌

昨晚，收看着2010娱协奖时~
听到了一首好久没听到的歌，
>>>> 阿牛，唱歌给你听：

每双耳朵永远在张开
寻找一把动听的声音
那里有欢喜　那里就有悲伤
谁不害怕受伤　可谁又不渴望成长

每双眼睛永远在睁开
盼望着你幸福的脸庞
听歌的人哪　等待一份感动
唱歌的人哪　心里的话　唱不尽唷

喔～～我背着吉他
浪迹天涯来唱歌给你听
什么时候我们
才能对这世界没有怨言哪
喔～～我背着吉他
浪迹天涯来唱歌给你听
我要唱出我的快乐悲伤
在风中大声唱

听歌的人哪　要给歌一颗心
唱歌的人哪　要给歌一条命唷

Why?

Sometimes, I feel that I'm inappropriate.

I always say the wrong thing, and..........

someone always says the right thing.

Someone doesn't even try, and always the one that

everyone picks. For everything.

And I try so hard, and I never the one.

I know it's not a competition, but, it is.

Can somebody tell me why?

Is it my fate? Is it call ordain?

I always pray to God, can i be the one?

But I never the one. For me, it's not fair.

But for you, it's nothing. That's not fair to me right?!

Should I face the truth?

O.D.M. Watch

Actually, I wish to have an O.D.M. Watch~

I love the design, love it since I'm Standard 6.

But, the watch is not suit me. I don't know why.

When I wear it on my hand, it's very ugly,

I don't know how to explain it, don't know is

humiliate the watch or my hand.

And it's also not the problem of the price.

The conclusion is: DISAPPOINTED. ><

~ CHAI ~

矛盾

有时候，真的觉得，
我身边的朋友对我都不是真心的~
朋友多又怎样呢？还不是大难临头各自飞 ><
这一头跟你很好，那一头又不告诉你任何事，
当你是外人~ 人心，真的好可怕！
这里告诉我很讨厌他，那里又告诉他秘密都不告诉我！
天哪！好矛盾！我应该怎么做？
既然不当我是朋友，那为什么要对我那么好？
随口问你一句又说我鸡婆！什么意思嘛？！
你以为你自己谁呀！你当我是谁呀！
屌你！既然朋友都做到这样，干脆绝交好了！
也许你并没有把我当成你朋友，因为................
记得那天，我不在班整天``` 你，并没有问我去哪儿了~
你都不在乎我~ 都不明白自己干嘛对你这样好？
真是笨！发觉自己真的是好愚蠢！
每天说韵、欣等'noob'，原来自己才是最'noob'的！


~ CHAI ~

♥ My Dear Friend ♥

I got many dude~
but don't have a dude like
>>>>> ♥ Justin Seo ♥
He's not only my dear friend, good friend,
dude, he's also my brother. ♥♥♥

Justin, he is really a good friend.
I know him since Form 1 ( 2007 ).
Since that day, he had help me a lot of things.
Like help me think ideas, help me draw things,
borrow me his bag, and so on.
He really my good friend.
Not like that dog, never treat me like Justin.
Always ''pok jiok sou'' ! Always I help him ><
Why I so noob?! Why I always help him?!
Actually, I also don't know.

One months ago,
he told me must be careful to someone.
Because he/she is.....................( can't tell your )
Two days ago, Justin went to KL.
I ask him to help me buy a iPhone case.
I want an angel.
And he had find the whole Sungai Wang and Petaling
street only got one shop sell angel. Thanks my brother!
I love you so much. Muackss..
I hope we'll be friends forever!

I never help you do anything.
If you need any help, I will try my
best to help you! I don't care what thing,
money problem I also will help you.

~ Friends Forever ~

Penang Trip

Yesterday, I went to Penang
with Xin, Lim and Yuen.
Damn syok! and feel tired also. ><
We go Penang by bus, and then change
to Ferry after that taxi.
When reach Queensbay Mall,
first thing that I must to is:
WHERE IS MY BREAKFAST?!
I'm very hungry!
Finally having breakfast at McDonalds.
I'm Lovin It. ^^

After that start our journey,
it's Shopping time!
" I see you winding and grinding up on that pole, I know
you see me looking at you and you already know....
I WANNA SHOPPING!!! " ^.^
First I went to Nike, look at the bottles.
Wanna buy a bottle for me and Jasmine.
Finally no buy, because it's not nice.
Then went to Body Glove,
but didn't buy anything. ><>
Went a lot of shop!
Bought a bag and a shirt for me ^^
of course is my lover>>> SUBZERO
Very Happy! RM302.40
Is it expensive? A bit right?
haha...^^

Having lunch at Kim Gary.
At first wanna go to Starbucks/ Coffee Beans
to enjoy my favorites. Finally didn't go.
Because not enough time.

And then, yesterday was a day which I won't forgot.
Do you know why? Let me tell you! ^^
Haha... I don't know it is funny, stupid, noob, or...........
erm... don' know how to say.
may be your can view Yuen's blog soon:
http://www.wix.com/msyuen/mine

And then, I'm very disappointed also.
Friday (12-11-10) actually wanna went to Penang
with Jasmine and Juslyn. But Juslyn never ask her mom
to fetch us go. ><
Haizz.... si dan la~ finally got go.
Muahaha!!

Next time go to Penang I must buy a wallet, school bag,
shoes, iPhone case, bottles, and so on. God bless me I can buy
these things. ^^

Sorry That I Loved You

Just listen a new song---->>>>>>
Sorry That I Loved You by 倪安东Anthony Neely.
This song is damn nice! I love the meaning
in the lyrics:

词：倪安东Anthony Neely 、Skot Suyama
曲：Skot Suyama

For all of the times that I tried for your smile
曾经我总是试著讨你欢心
For making you think that I was worth the while
好让你认为我就是真命天子
So your love love love love love would be mine
那麼我就能赢得你的爱

For sending you flowers and holding your hand
送你鲜花牵你的手
That no one was there to take a stand
没有人阻止我们
But then love love love made us blind
但是爱情终究让我们盲目

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
对不起我伤害了你
Sorry that I fell through
对不起我搞砸了
Sorry I was falling in love with you
对不起我爱上了你
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
很抱歉它发生了 但道歉也不能让时光倒流
For all that I have done to you
所有我对你做的事
I wish that I could make it right
我希望可以补偿
So sorry that I loved you
对不起我曾经那样爱你
Sorry that I needed you
对不起我曾经那麼地需要你
Sorry that I held you tight
对不起我曾紧紧拥著你

And I'm so sorry for...
而且我还要道歉的是
Making you love me and saying goodbye
让你爱上我却必须说再见
For being the one that taught you how to cry
还有 我居然教会了你 什麼是哭泣
It was love love love and it passed us by
爱情真的来过 但它又悄悄溜走

For giving you every thing that you dreamed
很抱歉我曾给你梦想的一切
For taking it back when I fled the scene
却又在我逃离后全部拿走
Sorry love, for wasting your time
抱歉 我的爱 因为我浪费了你的青春

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
对不起我伤害了你
Sorry that I fell through
对不起我搞砸了
Sorry I was falling in love with you
对不起我爱上了你

I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
很抱歉恶梦成真但再多的道歉也改变不了什麼
For all that I have done to you
所有我对你做的事
I wish that I could make it right
我希望可以补偿
So sorry that I loved you
对不起我曾经那样爱你
Sorry that I needed you
对不起我曾经那麼地需要你
Sorry that I held you tight
对不起我曾紧紧拥著你

An apology now after all of this time
经过了这麼久
Won't make any difference tonight
一句抱歉并不能改变什麼
But I'm hoping "im sorry" will open your mind
但我真心希望 这句抱歉能打开你的心房
To love love love love in your life
好让你在未来还能继续去爱

I had added to my mixpod, try to enjoy it. ^^

你离开的事实

在公園的溜滑梯
那是第一次遇見妳 毫無預期
你的純真和無邪
早已深印在我的心
難以忘記 我唯一 只有妳
想和你在一起
拿出了我的勇氣
勇敢對妳說我愛妳

妳的臉頰 粉紅微暈
癡癡傻傻地望著遠方風景
靜靜欣賞 妳的表情 很美麗
我的眼睛 離不開妳
腦海思緒 全都被你佔據
我想這樣 永遠一直 守護妳

我們的感情 捉摸不定
兩人的個性 沒有交集
那甜蜜回憶 已成了過去
妳曾對我說 我很愛妳
但是現在呢 妳已忘記
我們曾以為 能永遠在一起

我想挽回 卻來不及 妳的身影已漸漸離我而去
我的眼淚 毫不猶豫 往下滴
天色朦朧 細雨依稀 天空為了我們正在哭泣
我的心情 變成午後 雷陣雨
妳的笑容 反覆回憶 生活沒你我完全沒了意義
妳的離開 深深重創 我的心
我想挽回 卻來不及 妳我甜蜜反覆交織回憶
如果可以 我想一直 陪著妳
如果我可以 想再說一次 我愛妳

What I'm Looking For?

Actually, I really don't know what I'm
looking for my life? What really I need?
Girl? Money? Friendship? or.. other things else?
I really don't know~
May be, I need girl.... ...
at the same time, I also need money and friendship.

In fact, should I find a new girl?
before you died, you had asked me to find
a new girl who better than you.
But, I can't forget our memory, our experience.
I know you will disappointed, but I really can't forget.

When I need you, you are not beside me-----
At that time, I'm very down.
I'm regret because I lost you in my life.
Long time no visit you parents,
don't know whether they are fine or not.
May be this week I'll go~

For money, I don't know what should I buy for myself.
PSP, Mac Book, Car, or... ... Shoes, Shirts....
I really don't know.
If money can buy all the things in this world,
I hope that I can buy your life.
But I can't.
When I went for shopping, I saw every couple very sweet.
I'm jealous. If you're beside me, we'll sweet than them right?

For friendship, I don't know what to say.
I got a lot of friends. But all of them are not sincere.
I don't have a friend that can take care me,
I can trust him/her, I can share somethings with him/her.
Originally I got, but now he won't to complete ignore to me.
Remember when final exam, I got many exam tips.
I'm the student who got the many tips in my school.
All of them asked me to give them.
They only want the tips, and not me this friend.
Now I'm regret I give them.

I got a dude. But now he won't my dude any more.
I don't know how to said.
When he was fever, I take care him.
When teacher scolded him, I help him.
When he ponteng, I help him to cheat teacher.
When he want me help, I help him.
When he want me share the food with him, I share with him.
When he hungry, I give him my foods, help him buy foods.
But he never thanks me.
Now, he 'stick together' with someone.
And he won't stick together with me anymore.
Before that, he told me about his things.
Now he told that people. He don't tell me anymore.
Should I remove him from my life?
I know that he stick together with me is because
I got iPhone. Always borrow from me.
For other guys, I got borrow them?
The answer is NO!!! Why?
Because I really care about him,
but he's aloof, unconcerned.

I really a noob, idiot, stupid person.
Why I want to trust them? Why?!
I hate it. I hate them. and I also hate you dear.
Why you're not beside me? I'm very miss you!
Can you please resurrection? Can you?

我们的合照

今天，收拾抽屉时~
发现了我们仅存的两张合照.... ....
我以为我都把它们烧了~
自从你走了，我都不敢看多一眼~
是因为我没有勇气面对这事实！
但上天在今天让我再次见到它。
看着照片时，让我想起了我俩的过去```
两年前就因为我，你就这样离开了人世~
很痛苦！很痛苦！感到很气！
很气我自己，为什么要那么冲动！
到现在都不知为你哭了多少次~
明知道不可能在见到你了，却还是在想你。
亲爱的，对不起！请原谅我不能遵守对你的承诺~
忘记你，我做不到！
无论在哪儿，我都扮到很开心，三八，白痴，
但这都是我吗？都不是！
----- 外表坚强，内心不代表坚强 -----
其实都只是不想让朋友们为我担心~
我真的累了！不想再掩饰下去了。
我也不曾把我们的事告诉其他人，
就因为我没有勇气去面对这一切的一切~
原来，我至今还是放不下你~
亲爱的，你在那儿可好？