Chai Is Dead

I had try me best to trust the friendship,

but you all make me disappointed again!

I am extra, even is nothing ! :(

There is no more truth friends around me,

truth friends won't be appear in my life anymore,

I won't trust it too~

Have a lots of friends?

So what ?!!

Now a day,

strangers are more important than me,

I get hurt again! Why always treat me like that?

Your never care me, don't understand me,

never try to know me!

Why I'm so stupid? Done a lots of things for your?

That's no meaning, I never ask any benefit from yours right?

I think that your just exploit me,

so that your will achieve yours aim as fast as possible.

Always treat me as the toilet paper,

when need me, just use it.

But after used, just throw it away into

the chamber pot!

Am I right?

Today is a school day,

I had asked permit from me dad that can

I absent school today yesterday night,

but the answer was --- NO WAY!! ><

Go school for what?

Just emo at the corner and doing homework, that's all.

There's nothing I can do in school,

nobody give me respond.

I'm just like the mummy or the corpse,

no one will know I'm exist!

May be, if I disappear mysteriously,

no one will ask: Where is Ah Chai?

right? So, I won't do anything for my friends anymore,

friendship is just like shit!

That's no meaning to help your,

to care your, I surrender!!

Furthermore, sorry for those who is really

look me as your best friend.

I also won't trust your anymore!

Please forgive me. :(

From now on,

my life is just --- EMO~

I won't believe

friends forever anymore!

我永远只活在别人看不到我的地方，
永远永远也不会有人知道我的存在~

_CHAI_IS_DEAD_