I want to know.
Why you left?
Why you have never been here?
How you let me live my whole life without you?
Why don't you love me?
I want to have you in my life again.
But I'm terrified of being hurt again.
Of letting you pull the same stunts you've pulled my whole life.
I need to learn how to forgive.
But I can't. I just can't.
And it makes me sick.
So sick.
And even though you've left me or hurt me,
apart of me will always love you.
I just wish you would tell me how you really feel.
Fuck! This hurts a lot.
Why you left?
Why you have never been here?
How you let me live my whole life without you?
Why don't you love me?
I want to have you in my life again.
But I'm terrified of being hurt again.
Of letting you pull the same stunts you've pulled my whole life.
I need to learn how to forgive.
But I can't. I just can't.
And it makes me sick.
So sick.
And even though you've left me or hurt me,
apart of me will always love you.
I just wish you would tell me how you really feel.
Fuck! This hurts a lot.
Love is complicated, love is kind, love can hurt, and it takes time.
I wish you all the best of luck on you journeys and romance.
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