The End of February

Today, 28-02-2011,
is the last day of February. xD
Hmm... there's a lot of things happened~

Exam will be start from next week,
but i never read at all,
never start my revision,
everyday: School, Online, Tuition, Sleep.
That's all. :(
I'm worry, and hate myself,
why can't I just concentrate for a week?
After exam, then will be holiday.

x x x

For holiday, I should full of programs.
But there is some problems~ ><
The Penang Trip, will be delay. Grr........!!!
I have the pressure, I need coach! =.=
Today at school, I done a stupid things.
For our relation's fate. Am I childish?
I done twice, and the results were different.
First time was很有缘分, but second time was还好.
What the hell?! May be I shouldn't try this such stupid thing.

x x x

Still confuse, should I perform at Teacher's Day?
If I perform, what song should I play?
Bad Romance, Born This Way, I believe, Canon
or else?

x x x

Finally, I know what will I do for my future.
I will open a KTV! :)
Ya, I am serious. ^.^
And then, please look my friends!
SLim, Yuen, KXin, Vivi, Yann, Jasmine, Juslyn, Joey... ... ...
When you all come, will be FREE OF CHARGE ! ^.<
See, how good am I ? There will be 2 VVIP rooms for your!
So, I hope your can wait!


I swear the world better prepare, for when I'm a billionaire :)

x x x

After my first love,

I built this suit of armor,

so strong, so invulnerable.

I came across you.

Slowly my guard was let down.

So vulnerable to pain and despair.

A love so perfect, so beautiful,

was the double edged word.

One side so sweet.

So dull worry.

So full of love.

The other so sharp of worry.

So deadly with confusion.

So overcome of aberrancy.

They meet at the apex.

The sword was the only thing.

The only thing to pierce through the armor.

Through the mind, the soul, the heart.

The sword tears a hole.

The sharpest of sides is numb to pain.

The dull side brings a pain.

A pain so excruciating, the pain unreal, the suffering so great.

This side pierces the mind, the soul, the heart.

The wound lasting and irreparable.

A pain never to leave.

A pain that may allows you to live but in turn,

it kills the mind, the soul, the heart.

A pain that may lie dormant,

only to arise and hurt more than it ever did.

But through all doubt and suffering,

the love was worth the pain.

The love so perfect so beautiful.

Was worth the pain.

Was worth the death of me.

Was worth losing everything I ever had.

Even if it was you that I lost.

Love

Love is patient,

love is kind.

It does not envy,

it does not boast,

it is not proud.

It is not rude,

it is not self-seeking,

it is not easily angered,

it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects,

always trusts,

always hopes,

always perseveres.

Love never fails.

But where there are prophecies, they will cease;

where there are tongues, they will be stilled;

where there is knowledge, it will pass away.

For we know in part and we prophesy in part,

but when perfection comes,

the imperfect disappears.

When I was a child,

I talked like a child,

I thought like a child,

I reasoned like a child.

When I became a man,

I put childish ways behind me.

Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror;

then we shall see face to face.

Now I know in part;

then I shall know fully,

even as I am fully known.

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

Billionaire

Billionaire by Travie Mccoy & Bruno Mars:-

I wanna be a billionaire so fricking bad

Buy all of the things I never had

Uh, I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine

Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen

Oh every time I close my eyes

I see my name in shining lights

A different city every night oh

I swear the world better prepare

For when I’m a billionaire

Yeah I would have a show like Oprah

I would be the host of, everyday Christmas

Give Travie a wish list

I’d probably pull an Angelina and Brad Pitt

And adopt a bunch of babies that ain’t never had sh-t

Give away a few Mercedes like here lady have this

And last but not least grant somebody their last wish

Its been a couple months since I’ve single so

You can call me Travie Claus minus the Ho Ho

Get it, hehe, I’d probably visit where Katrina hit

And damn sure do a lot more than FEMA did

Yeah can’t forget about me stupid

Everywhere I go Imma have my own theme music

Oh every time I close my eyes

I see my name in shining lights

A different city every night oh

I swear the world better prepare

For when I’m a billionaire

Oh oooh oh oooh for when I’m a Billionaire

Oh oooh oh oooh for when I’m a Billionaire

I’ll be playing basketball with the President

Dunking on his delegates

Then I’ll compliment him on his political etiquette

Toss a couple milli in the air just for the heck of it

But keep the fives, twentys (?) completely separate

And yeah I’ll be in a whole new tax bracket

We in recession but let me take a crack at it

I’ll probably take whatevers left and just split it up

So everybody that I love can have a couple bucks

And not a single tummy around me would know what hungry was

Eating good sleeping soundly

I know we all have a similar dream

Go in your pocket pull out your wallet

And put it in the air and sing

I wanna be a billionaire so fricking bad

Buy all of the things I never had

Uh, I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine

Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen

I wanna be a billionaire so frickin bad!

I love the melody, very nice, don't know why, feel so touch! :)

Chai Is Dead

I had try me best to trust the friendship,

but you all make me disappointed again!

I am extra, even is nothing ! :(

There is no more truth friends around me,

truth friends won't be appear in my life anymore,

I won't trust it too~

Have a lots of friends?

So what ?!!

Now a day,

strangers are more important than me,

I get hurt again! Why always treat me like that?

Your never care me, don't understand me,

never try to know me!

Why I'm so stupid? Done a lots of things for your?

That's no meaning, I never ask any benefit from yours right?

I think that your just exploit me,

so that your will achieve yours aim as fast as possible.

Always treat me as the toilet paper,

when need me, just use it.

But after used, just throw it away into

the chamber pot!

Am I right?

Today is a school day,

I had asked permit from me dad that can

I absent school today yesterday night,

but the answer was --- NO WAY!! ><

Go school for what?

Just emo at the corner and doing homework, that's all.

There's nothing I can do in school,

nobody give me respond.

I'm just like the mummy or the corpse,

no one will know I'm exist!

May be, if I disappear mysteriously,

no one will ask: Where is Ah Chai?

right? So, I won't do anything for my friends anymore,

friendship is just like shit!

That's no meaning to help your,

to care your, I surrender!!

Furthermore, sorry for those who is really

look me as your best friend.

I also won't trust your anymore!

Please forgive me. :(

From now on,

my life is just --- EMO~

I won't believe

friends forever anymore!

我永远只活在别人看不到我的地方，
永远永远也不会有人知道我的存在~

_CHAI_IS_DEAD_

:))

Hmm... What I did today?
I did nothing! :(
Keep watch the超级星光大道~ =.=
Watched a lot of episode.
Don't know why, suddenly got a
mood want to join the competition. ><
Lolx.... one more thing that is preposterous
is I unexpected feel I will get no.1~ Zzz...

xxx

Yesterday, went shopping again!
I love shopping very much. ♥ ♥ ♥
Hehex.. get my NEXT YEAR birthday gift.
T__T ( mom said that )
Always get my birthday gift a year before. ><
My birthday is on October. Last December,
I had get my 2011 birthday gift.
Always like that... lolx...
There's a lot of stuffs, I also don't know
which is 2010, 2009, 2008... ... ...
can't remember at all,
all of my stuffs seems like my birthday gift. -.-

xxx

Exam is coming soon.
Start to worry. ><
This year is a very important year to me,
of course is also for my Form 5 friends.
So, wish you all good luck! and for me also.
March test, is it easy?
I got a feel, i think is easy. =.=
Can I concentrate on it?
Stop the facebook, MSN, Skype, movie and so on!
Can I? I wish I can. :)
God Bless Me!

xxx

Mummy always said me I'm spendthrift. ><
Of course, include my daddy!
They said I always buy this buy that,
spend money for thing that no use.
Really! I know what people am I.
Don't give me money, don't care is
hundred, thousand or million,
I'll spend it in a day, may be less than a day,
like 1hour or half an hour! :)
Shopping is really a good way to be happy!
If you like shopping, you'll know what I'm saying!
I love shopping very very much!
So I wish after SPM, I can shopping
every day. Go all the shopping mall in Malaysia,
and then Hong Kong, U.S.A, Italy, Paris and so on! :)

I love shopping. ♥♥♥

My Very Own Valentine's Day

Another special day comes to everyone,
arousing the thought of my Mr. Right.
I'm wondering and I'm yelling,
wouldn't he appear right in front of me?

I'm feeling good, I'm dreaming great,
a strong belief shows he's listening.
Never envious, never jealous,
he'll surely emerge out of the blue,
one day, someday or our fateful day.

Yet now I keep him inside my heart,
into my deep, affectionate-burning heart.
No one know, no one cares,
I just wanna say, it's my Very own Valentine's Day!